The FOURTH ATTENTION

Knowledge-Once you SEE IT you cannot UNSEE IT-Perception

“I said that a warrior selects the items that make his world. He selects deliberately, for every item he chooses is a shield that protects him from the onslaughts of the forces he is striving to use. For that purpose, you must have a selected number of things that give you great peace and pleasure, things you can deliberately use to take your thoughts from your fright…

The things a warrior selects to make his shields are the items of a path with heart.”

“The recommendation for warriors is not to have any material things on which to focus their power, but to focus it on the spirit, on the true flight into the
unknown …”

https://archive.org/stream/CarlosCastanedaTheWordsOfDonJuanMatus/Carlos%20Castaneda-The%20Words%20Of%20Don%20Juan%20Matus_djvu.txt

~God does not exist in space and time. He is superior to spatiality, temporality, and causality. The three operative factors in ordinary experience – space, time, and cause – do not apply to this Supreme Absolute Essence mentioned up to this time.

~Thus, samadhi, or samapatti, is the subjectivization, so-called, of these objectified objects which you have been thinking of as standing outside. Nothing is outside you – not even a tree. Then, what to talk of God? The God that you think of in your mind in whatever manner is also with you, beside you, in you, and yourself. Whoever thinks in this manner shall be provided with everything – everything, whatever you can conceive. Here is a verse from the Bhagavadgita: ananyāś cintayanto māṁ ye janāḥ paryupāsate teṣāṁ nityābhiyuktānāṁ yogakṣemaṁ vahāmy aham (Gita 9.22). Everything that you need will be provided to you – not tomorrow, today itself – if your mind is united with the endless resourceful universal content which is inseparable from you. Do not say it is outside you. Remove this slogan that everything is far away. Nothing is outside. The samadhi that is spoken of in the Yoga System is nothing but the removal of the idea that things are far away. They are not even one millimeter away from you. There is no distance of a spatial nature between you and anything.

https://www.swami-krishnananda.org/disc/disc_197.html

In It the being, Its cosmic consciousness, and Its omnipotence, all were without differentiation: ever-existing, ever-conscious, ever newly joyous Spirit. In this Ever-New Bliss, there was no space or time, no dual conception or law of relativity; everything that was, is, or is to be existed as One Undifferentiated Spirit. Space and time and relativity are categories of objects; as soon as a human being sees a planet hanging in the sky, he conceives that it is occupying dimensional space and existing in time, relative to its place in the universe. But when there were no finite objects of creation, neither were there the dimensions of being that define them, only the Blissful Spirit. (…) Spirit, being the only existing Substance, had naught but Itself with which to create. Spirit and Its universal creation could not be essentially different, for two ever-existing Infinite Forces would consequently each be absolute, which is by definition an impossibility. An orderly creation requires the duality of the Creator and created.

http://yogananda.com.au/gurus/yoganandaquotes06d.html

The man of cosmic consciousness, never feeling himself as limited to a body or as reaching only to the brain, or only to the cerebral-lotus light of a thousand rays, instead feels by true intuitive power the ever-bubbling Bliss that dances in every particle of his little body, and in his big Cosmic Body of the universe, and in his absolute nature as one with the Eternal Spirit beyond manifested forms. The man into whose pure hand his divine bodily kingdom has been wholly delivered is no longer a human being with limited ego consciousness. In reality, he is the soul, individualized ever-existent, ever-conscious, ever-new Bliss, the pure reflection of Spirit, endowed with cosmic consciousness. Never a victim of imaginary perceptions, fanciful inspirations, or “wisdom” hallucinations, the superman is always intensely conscious of the Unmanifested Spirit and also of the entire cosmos in all its bewildering variety.

http://yogananda.com.au/pyr/cosmic_consciousness.html#whatiscosmic

The Fourth Attention Keys

The element of Fire,  Plasma, Intuition, Knowledge, Electrical Phenomenon,  The Nothing, The No-Thing, The Know Thing, Zeroness, Nirvana, Ego Sublimates, Emergence, All that there IS

The Words of Don Juan Matus

https://www.tekgnostics.com/JUAN.HTM

https://medium.com/journal-of-international-psychogeography/castaneda-and-the-second-attention-9a7a35e26e67

Bridgette Lyn was trained and has developed her own Shamanic Blow that does very similar things to Don Juan Matus’s Blow. The hands-on mechanical part is different. Essential for moving out of the first attention and overcoming the stuck point in the energy body. Assemble point shifting to shift focus and get point of focus connecting to other fumes/strands of consciousness. This kind of assemblage point movement, shamanic blow, a reboot can arrest the disease, cure addictions in the First Attention and over time help people to access a higher state of consciousness that connects to where ever they want there focus in their fumes/strands to be. This is done in complete and total sobriety. Bridgette does not recommend using dreaming medicines to shift consciousness for the long term, but proper reboots, moving of the assemblage points, shamanic work, and practices for the long term and assurance of bypassing the First Attention.

So you can be in the world but not of it.

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff is a lifetime practitioner of shamanic arts and comes from the bloodlines of shamanic people. She works with people by appointment and in person. See fees for price structures and testimonial page.

The FIRST ATTENTION

The SECOND ATTENTION

The THIRD ATTENTION

They gave US their MIND!

The AIM in Stalking..

You will defend the MATRIX with Your Last Breath, I know I have SEEN It

 

 

The THIRD ATTENTION

IN this World-Discomfort-Pain-Desire-Thoughts-Motivation-Dissatisfaction-Cause-Effect-Time- Equals Our Personal Story. 

Don Juan consistently used or referred to the phrase “man of knowledge” but never explained what he meant by it. I asked him about it… “A man of knowledge is one who has followed truthfully the hardships of learning,” he said. “A man who has, without rushing or without faltering, gone as far as he can in unraveling the secrets of power and knowledge.”

“Can anyone be a man of knowledge?”
“No, not anyone.”
“Then what must a man do to become a man of knowledge?”
“He must challenge and defeat his four natural enemies.”
“Will he be a man of knowledge after defeating these four enemies?”
“Yes. A man can call himself a man of knowledge only if he is capable of defeating all four of them.”
“Then, can anybody who defeats these enemies be a man of knowledge?”
“Anybody who defeats them becomes a man of knowledge.”

“But are there any special requirements a man must fulfill before fighting with these enemies?”
“No. Anyone can try to become a man of knowledge; very few men actually succeed, but that is only natural. The enemies a man encounters on the path of learning to become a man of knowledge are truly formidable; most men succumb to them.”
“What kind of enemies are they, don Juan?”

He refused to talk about the enemies. He said it would be a long time before the subject would make any sense to me. I tried to keep the topic alive and asked him if he thought I could become a man of knowledge. He said no man could possibly tell that for sure. But I insisted on knowing if there were any clues he could use to determine whether or not I had a chance of becoming a man of knowledge.

He said it would depend on my battle against the four enemies… whether I could defeat them or would be defeated by them… but it was impossible to foretell the outcome of that fight. I asked him if he could use witchcraft or divination to see the outcome of the battle. He flatly stated that the result of the struggle could not be foreseen by any means, because becoming a man of knowledge was a temporary thing. When I asked him to explain this point, he replied: “To be a man of knowledge has no permanence. One is never a man of knowledge, not really. Rather, one becomes a man of knowledge for a very brief instant, after defeating the four natural enemies.”
“You must tell me, Don Juan, what kind of enemies they are.”
He did not answer. I insisted again, but he dropped the subject and started to talk about something else.

Sunday, April 15th, 1962
As I was getting ready to leave, I decided to ask him once more about the enemies of a man of knowledge. I argued that I could not return for some time, and it would be a good idea to write down what he had to say and then think about it while I was away. He hesitated for a while, but then began to talk.

“When a man starts to learn, he is never clear about his objectives. His purpose is faulty; his intent is vague. He hopes for rewards that will never materialize, for he knows nothing of the hardships of learning. “He slowly begins to learn… bit by bit at first, then in big chunks. And his thoughts soon clash. What he learns is never what he pictured, or imagined, and so he begins to be afraid. Learning is never what one expects. Every step of learning is a new task, and the fear the man is experiencing begins to mount mercilessly, unyieldingly. His purpose becomes a battlefield.

“And thus he has tumbled upon the first of his natural enemies: Fear!

A terrible enemy… treacherous, and difficult to overcome. It remains concealed at every turn of the way, prowling… waiting. And if the man, terrified in its presence, runs away, his enemy will have put an end to his quest.”
“What will happen to the man if he runs away in fear?”
“Nothing happens to him except that he will never learn. He will never become a man of knowledge. He will perhaps be a bully or a harmless, scared man; at any rate, he will be a defeated man. His first enemy will have put an end to his cravings.”
“And what can he do to overcome fear?”
“The answer is very simple. He must not run away. He must defy his fear, and in spite of it he must take the next step in learning, and the next, and the next. He must be fully afraid, and yet he must not stop. That is the rule! And a moment will come when his first enemy retreats. The man begins to feel sure of himself. His intent becomes stronger. Learning is no longer a terrifying task. “When this joyful moment comes, the man can say without hesitation that he has defeated his first natural enemy.”

“Does it happen at once, don Juan, or little by little?”
“It happens little by little, and yet the fear is vanquished suddenly and fast.”
“But won’t the man be afraid again if something new happens to him?”
“No. Once a man has vanquished fear, he is free from it for the rest of his life because, instead of fear, he has acquired clarity… a clarity of mind which erases fear. By then a man knows his desires; he knows how to satisfy those desires. He can anticipate the new steps of learning, and a sharp clarity surrounds everything. The man feels that nothing is concealed.

“And thus he has encountered his second enemy: Clarity!

That clarity of mind, which is so hard to obtain, dispels fear, but also blinds. “It forces the man never to doubt himself. It gives him the assurance he can do anything he pleases, for he sees clearly into everything. And he is courageous because he is clear, and he stops at nothing because he is clear. But all that is a mistake; it is like something incomplete. If the man yields to this make-believe power, he has succumbed to his second enemy and will fumble with learning. He will rush when he should be patient, or he will be patient when he should rush. And he will fumble with learning until he winds up incapable of learning anything more.” 

“What becomes of a man who is defeated in that way, Don Juan? Does he die as a result?”
“No, he doesn’t die. His second enemy has just stopped him cold from trying to become a man of knowledge; instead, the man may turn into a buoyant warrior, or a clown. Yet the clarity for which he has paid so dearly will never change to darkness and fear again. He will be clear as long as he lives, but he will no longer learn, or yearn for, anything.”

“But what does he have to do to avoid being defeated?”
“He must do what he did with fear: he must defy his clarity and use it only to see, and wait patiently and measure carefully before taking new steps; he must think, above all, that his clarity is almost a mistake. And a moment will come when he will understand that his clarity was only a point before his eyes. And thus he will have overcome his second enemy, and will arrive at a position where nothing can harm him any more. This will not be a mistake. It will not be only a point before his eyes. It will be true power. “He will know at this point that the power he has been pursuing for so long is finally his. He can do with it whatever he pleases. His ally is at his command. His wish is the rule. He sees all that is around him.

But he has also come across his third enemy: Power!

“Power is the strongest of all enemies. And naturally the easiest thing to do is to give in; after all, the man is truly invincible. He commands; he begins by taking calculated risks, and ends in making rules, because he is a master. “A man at this stage hardly notices his third enemy closing in on him. And suddenly, without knowing, he will certainly have lost the battle. His enemy will have turned him into a cruel, capricious man.”

“Will he lose his power?”
“No, he will never lose his clarity or his power.”
“What then will distinguish him from a man of knowledge?”
“A man who is defeated by power dies without really knowing how to handle it. Power is only a burden upon his fate. Such a man has no command over himself, and cannot tell when or how to use his power.”
“Is the defeat by any of these enemies a final defeat?”
“Of course it is final. Once one of these enemies overpowers a man there is nothing he can do.”
“Is it possible, for instance, that the man who is defeated by power may see his error and mend his ways?”
“No. Once a man gives in he is through.”

“But what if he is temporarily blinded by power, and then refuses it?”
“That means his battle is still on. That means he is still trying to become a man of knowledge. A man is defeated only when he no longer tries, and abandons himself.”
“But then, don Juan, it is possible that a man may abandon himself to fear for years, but finally conquer it?”
“No, that is not true. If he gives in to fear he will never conquer it, because he will shy away from learning and never try again. But if he tries to learn for years in the midst of his fear, he will eventually conquer it because he will never have really abandoned himself to it.”

“How can he defeat his third enemy, don Juan?”
“He has to defy it, deliberately. He has to come to realize the power he has seemingly conquered is in reality never his. He must keep himself in line at all times, handling carefully and faithfully all that he has learned. If he can see that clarity and power, without his control over himself, are worse than mistakes, he will reach a point where everything is held in check. He will know then when and how to use his power. And thus he will have defeated his third enemy.

“The man will be, by then, at the end of his journey of learning… and almost without warning he will come upon the last of his enemies: Old age!

This enemy is the cruelest of all, the one he won’t be able to defeat completely, but only fight away. “This is the time when a man has no more fears, no more impatient clarity of mind… a time when all his power is in check, but also the time when he has an unyielding desire to rest. If he gives in totally to his desire to lie down and forget, if he soothes himself in tiredness, he will have lost his last round, and his enemy will cut him down into a feeble old creature. His desire to retreat will overrule all his clarity, his power, and his knowledge.

“But if the man sloughs off his tiredness, and lives his fate through, he can then be called a man of knowledge, if only for the brief moment when he succeeds in fighting off his last, invincible enemy. That moment of clarity, power, and knowledge is enough.”

The Third Attention Keys

The element of Air, Gas, Mind or Intellect, Whole Brain Function, Loss of Cohesiveness, Molecular, Ether, Shape Shifting, Re-Arranging Your Pieces, Ego Death, Death Experience,  Still Distinctions but Structure of Self is Gone, Instantaneous, De-construct or Re-construct.

 

The Words of Don Juan Matus

https://www.tekgnostics.com/JUAN.HTM

https://medium.com/journal-of-international-psychogeography/castaneda-and-the-second-attention-9a7a35e26e67

Bridgette Lyn was trained and has developed her own Shamanic Blow that does very similar things to Don Juan Matus’s Blow. The hands-on mechanical part is different. Essential for moving out of the first attention and overcoming the stuck point in the energy body. Assemble point shifting to shift focus and get point of focus connecting to other fumes/strands of consciousness. This kind of assemblage point movement, shamanic blow, a reboot can arrest the disease, cure addictions in the First Attention and over time help people to access a higher state of consciousness that connects to where ever they want there focus in their fumes/strands to be. This is done in complete and total sobriety. Bridgette does not recommend using dreaming medicines to shift consciousness for the long term, but proper reboots, moving of the assemblage points, shamanic work, and practices for the long term and assurance of bypassing the First Attention.

So you can be in the world but not of it.

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff is a lifetime practitioner of shamanic arts and comes from the bloodlines of shamanic people. She works with people by appointment and in person. See fees for price structures and testimonial page.

The FIRST ATTENTION

The SECOND ATTENTION

They gave US their MIND!

The AIM in Stalking..

You will defend the MATRIX with Your Last Breath, I know I have SEEN It

 

The SECOND ATTENTION

Desire is thought, Thought is Desire – Thought is Time. 

Early in Carlos Castaneda’s apprenticeship, Don Juan introduced the basics of the second attention.  This was a state of heightened awareness that was distinct and different than our day-to-day state of mind, which was called the first attention.  Besides being an altered state of awareness and perception, it was also a portal or gateway to other realms; for example, the threshold crossed in dreaming.

The Seers call them the consciousness of the left side (right hemisphere lateralization), the nagual, the other world, the unknown, the second attention.- this process of highlighting certain fumes -, continued don Juan -, was discovered and practiced by the ancient Sorcorrors.

They realized that a man nagual or a woman nagual, by having more energy than the common man, can push the glow of consciousness and remove it from the usual fumes and move it to the surrounding fumes. That push is known as the blow or shamanic blow that pushes your assemblage point connecting it to different places within the luminous energy body and strands of consciousness that are the starting point in the second attention.

The Second Attention Keys

The element of Water, Right Hemisphere Dominate, Dreaming, Liquid Matter, Fluid, Flowing,  Mixing Together, No Boundaries, Emotions, Emotional Awareness, Predatory Beings  & Alley Beings Interact with us, Access to Non-Physical Consciousness.

 

The Words of Don Juan Matus

https://www.tekgnostics.com/JUAN.HTM

https://medium.com/journal-of-international-psychogeography/castaneda-and-the-second-attention-9a7a35e26e67

Bridgette Lyn was trained and has developed her own Shamanic Blow that does very similar things to Don Juan Matus’s Blow. The hands-on mechanical part is different. Essential for moving out of the first attention and overcoming the stuck point in the energy body. Assemble point shifting to shift focus and get point of focus connecting to other fumes/strands of consciousness. This kind of assemblage point movement, shamanic blow, a reboot can arrest the disease, cure addictions in the First Attention and over time help people to access a higher state of consciousness that connects to where ever they want there focus in their fumes/strands to be. This is done in complete and total sobriety. Bridgette does not recommend using dreaming medicines to shift consciousness for the long term, but proper reboots, moving of the assemblage points, shamanic work, and practices for the long term and assurance of bypassing the First Attention.

So you can be in the world but not of it.

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff is a lifetime practitioner of shamanic arts and comes from the bloodlines of shamanic people. She works with people by appointment and in person. See fees for price structures and testimonial page.

The FIRST ATTENTION ~ Don Juan Matus

The THIRD ATTENTION

They gave US their MIND!

The AIM in Stalking..

You will defend the MATRIX with Your Last Breath, I know I have SEEN It

 

The FIRST ATTENTION

Desire & Obsession are mis-deployment of OUR WILL which is our personal power, this power should be used instead for our vital organs and body health. 

In order for our first attention to be able to focus on the world, we perceive needs to highlight certain fumes/luminous strands.

The selected fumes/luminous strand comes from the narrow band in which man’s consciousness is located.

Discarded fumes/luminous strands are still within one’s reach but remain dormant, unknown to man for his life.

The new seers call the fumes/luminous strands highlighted on the right side of the body (left hemisphere lateralization), the normal consciousness, the tonal, this world, the known, the first attention.

The common man calls it reality, rationality, common sense.

These are a large portion of the man’s band, but they are only a small part of the total spectrum of fumes/ luminous strands present within the cocoon or energy body.

The discarded fumes, even within the man’s gang, are considered to be the preamble of the unknown. The unknown itself consists of the rest of the fumes/luminous strands that are not part of the human band and are never accentuated. ~ Don Juan Matus

The first attention, our normal modus operandi, is the way we operate, perceive and navigate in daily life.   This state of being (or more appropriately – “doing”) is arrived at through the complex development and layering of the mind-ego conglomerate, with its attendant programs, scripts, justifications, excuses, self-adoration, criticisms, flaws, and patterns.  It’s as though our consciousness was on “auto-pilot” and we careen through life, largely unaware of the true nature of self and world.

The first attention is held in place as the “ruler” of our perception, but the anchoring of what Castaneda refers to as the assemblage point – a nexus of energetic fibers of awareness, trained from birth to ‘hold’ perception in an alignment that “agrees” with the perceptions of other beings around us.  The first attention, although powerful and by all appearances, stable… is actually fairly brittle and fragile, because it is held together simply with the corroborated illusion of perceptive ‘agreement’ with those around us.  Put in other words, the first attention is an unspoken agreement of widespread societal collaboration, that “this dream is solid, we have made it solid with our agreements and perceptions, and if you attempt to question or deconstruct it, you will be punished…”

 

The First Attention Keys

The element of Earth, Left Hemisphere Dominate, Biological, Order, Structure, Cause and Effect, Our Attention is Focused in this World, Physical Awareness and Interaction, Solid Matter, Rigidity, Belief, Tension, Material, Daily Life and Material.

 

The Words of Don Juan Matus

https://www.tekgnostics.com/JUAN.HTM

https://medium.com/journal-of-international-psychogeography/castaneda-and-the-second-attention-9a7a35e26e67

Bridgette Lyn was trained and has developed her own Shamanic Blow that does very similar things to Don Juan Matus’s Blow. The hands-on mechanical part is different. Essential for moving out of the first attention and overcoming the stuck point in the energy body. Assemble point shifting to shift focus and get point of focus connecting to other fumes/strands of consciousness. This kind of assemblage point movement, shamanic blow, a reboot can arrest the disease, cure addictions in the First Attention and over time help people to access a higher state of consciousness that connects to where ever they want there focus in their fumes/strands to be. This is done in complete and total sobriety. Bridgette does not recommend using dreaming medicines to shift consciousness for the long term, but proper reboots, moving of the assemblage points, shamanic work, and practices for the long term and assurance of bypassing the First Attention.

So you can be in the world but not of it.

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff is a lifetime practitioner of shamanic arts and comes from the bloodlines of shamanic people. She works with people by appointment and in person. See fees for price structures and testimonial page.

The SECOND ATTENTION

They gave US their MIND!

The AIM in Stalking..

You will defend the MATRIX with Your Last Breath, I know I have SEEN It

 

 

 

FEE & SCHEDULE FOR PRIVATE SESSIONS ~ BRIDGENIT

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What Symptoms do you have SEE List

Symptoms list:

A
Abdominal Cramps: Fear. Stopping the process.
Abscess: Fermenting thoughts over hurts, slights, and revenge.
Accidents: Inability to speak up for the self. Rebellion against authority. Belief in violence.
Aches: Longing for love. Longing to be held.
Acne: Not accepting the self. Dislike of the self.
Addictions: Running from the self. Fear. Not knowing how to love self.
Adrenal Problems: Defeatism. No longer caring for the self. Anxiety.
Alcoholism: Feeling of futility, guilt, inadequacy. Self-rejection.
Allergies: Denying your own power.
Alzheimer’s Disease: Refusal to deal with the world as it is. Hopelessness and helplessness. Anger.
Amenorrhea: Not wanting to be a woman. Dislike of the self.
Anemia: “Yes-but” attitude. Lack of joy. Fear of life. Not feeling good enough.
Ankle: Inflexibility and guilt. Ankles represent the ability to receive pleasure.
Anorexia: Denying the self-life. Extreme fear, self-hatred, and rejection.
Anxiety: Not trusting the flow and the process of life.
Apathy: Resistance to feeling. Deadening of the self. Fear.
Appetite, Excessive: Fear. Needing protection. Judging the emotions.
Arm: Represents the capacity and ability to hold the experiences of life.
Arteries: Carry the joy of life.
Arthritic Fingers: A desire to punish. Blame. Feeling victimized.
Arthritis: Feeling unloved. Criticism, resentment. – Rheumatoid Arthritis: Feeling victimized. Lack of love. Chronic bitterness. Resentment. Deep criticism of authority. Feeling very put upon.
Asthma: Smother love. Inability to breathe for one’s self. Feeling stifled. Suppressed crying.
Athlete’s Foot: Frustration at not being accepted. Inability to move forward with ease.

B
Back Issues: Represents the support of life. Back Problems: – Rounded shoulders: Carrying the burdens of life. Helpless and hopeless. – Lower Back Pain: Fear of money or lack of financial support. – Mid-Back Pain: Guilt. Stuck in all that stuff back there. “Get off my back!” – Upper Back Pain: Lack of emotional support. Feeling unloved. Holding back love. – Back Curvature: The inability to flow with the support of life. Fear and trying to hold on to old ideas. Not trusting life. Lack of integrity. No courage of convictions.
Bad Breath: Anger and revenge thoughts. Experiences backing up.
Balance, Loss of: Scattered thinking. Not centered.
Baldness: Fear. Tension. Trying to control everything.
Bedwetting: Fear of parent, usually the father.
Belching: Fear. Gulping life too quickly.
Bell’s Palsy: Extreme control over anger. Unwillingness to express feelings.
Bladder Problems: Anxiety. Holding on to old ideas. Fear of letting go. Being “pissed off”.
Bleeding: Joy running out. Anger.
Blisters: Resistance. Lack of emotional protection.
Blood Pressure: – High: Longstanding emotional problem not solved. – Low: Lack of love as a child. Defeatism.
Body Odor: Fear. Dislike of the self. Fear of others.
Bones: Represent the structure of the universe. – Bone marrow: Represents deepest beliefs about the self. How you support and care for yourself. – Breaks: Rebelling against authority.
Brain: Represents the computer, the switchboard. – Tumor: Incorrect computerized beliefs. Stubborn. Refusing to change old patterns.
Breast: Represents mothering and nurturing and nourishment. – Cysts, Lumps: A refusal to nourish the self. Putting everyone else first. Over mothering. Overprotection. Overbearing attitudes.
Breath: Represents the ability to take in life. – Breathing Problems: Fear. Not trusting the process of life. Getting stuck in childhood. Fear of taking in life fully. – Bronchitis: Inflamed family environment. Arguments and yelling.
Bruises: The little bumps in life. Self-punishment.
Bulimia: Hopeless terror. A frantic stuffing and purging of self-hatred.
Burns: Anger. Burning up. Incensed.
Bursitis: Repressed anger. Wanting to hit someone.

C
Calluses: Hardened concepts and ideas. Fear solidified.
Cancer: Deep hurt. Longstanding resentment. Deep secret or grief eating away at the self. Carrying hatreds.
Candida: Feeling very scattered. Lots of frustration and anger. Demanding and untrusting in relationships. Great takers.
Canker Sores: Festering words held back by the lips. Blame.
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome: Anger and frustration at life’s seeming injustices.
Cataracts: Inability to see ahead with joy. Dark future.
Cellulite: Stored anger and self-punishment.
Cerebral Palsy: A need to unite the family in an action of love.
Chills: Mental contraction, pulling away and in. Desire to retreat.
Cholesterol: Clogging the channels of joy. Fear of accepting joy.
Circulation: Represents the ability to feel and express the emotions in positive ways.
Colds: Too much going on at once. Mental confusion, disorder. Small hurts.
Colic: Mental irritation, impatience, annoyance in the surroundings.
Colitis: Insecurity. Represents the ease of letting go of that which is over.
Coma: Fear. Escaping something or someone.
Conjunctivitis: Anger and frustration at what you are looking at in life.
Constipation: Incomplete release. Holding on to garbage of the past. Guilt over the past. Sometimes stinginess.
Corns: Hardened areas of thought – stubborn holding on to the pain of the past.
Coughs: A desire to bark at the world. “Listen to me!”
Cramps: Tension. Fear. Gripping, holding on.
Crohn’s Disease: Fear. Worry. Not feeling good enough.
Crying: Tears are the river of life, shed in joy as well as in sadness and fear.
Cuts: Punishment for not following your own rules.
Cysts: Running the old painful movie. Nursing hurts. False growth.
Cystic Fibrosis: A thick belief that life won’t work for you. “Poor me.”

D

Deafness: Rejection, stubbornness, isolation. What don’t you want to hear? “Don’t bother me.”
Depression: Anger you feel you do not have a right to have. Hopelessness.
Diabetes: Longing for what might have been. A great need to control. Deep sorrow. No sweetness left.
Diarrhea: Fear. Rejection. Running off.
Dizziness: Flighty, scattered thinking. A refusal to look.
Dry eyes: Angry eyes. Refusing to see with love. Would rather die than forgive. Being spiteful.
Dysmenorrhea: Anger at the self. Hatred of the body or of women.

E
Ear: Represents the capacity to hear. – Ache: Anger. Not wanting to hear. Too much turmoil. Household arguing.
Eczema: Breath-taking antagonism. Mental eruptions.
Edema: What or who won’t you let go of?
Elbow: Represents changing directions and accepting new experiences.
Emphysema: Fear of taking in life. Not worthy of living.
Endometriosis: Insecurity, disappointment, and frustration. Replacing self-love with sugar. Blamers.
Epilepsy: Sense of persecution. Rejection of life. A feeling of great struggle. Self-violence.
Epstein-Barr Virus: Pushing beyond one’s limits. Fear of not being good enough. Draining all inner support. Stress.
Eye: Represents the capacity to see clearly past, present, future. – Astigmatism: “I” trouble. Fear of really seeing the self. – Hyperopia: Fear of the present. – Myopia: Fear of the future.

F
Face: Represents what we show the world.
Fainting: Fear. Can’t cope. Blacking out.
Fat or Weight issues: Oversensitivity. Often represents fear and shows a need for protection. Fear may be a cover for hidden anger and a resistance to forgive. Running away from feelings. Insecurity, self-rejection and seeking fulfillment. – Arms: Anger at being denied, love. – Belly: Anger at being denied nourishment. – Hips: Lumps of stubborn anger at the parents. – Thighs: Packed childhood anger. Often rage at the father.
Fatigue: Resistance, boredom. Lack of love for what one does.
Feet: Represent our understanding – of ourselves, of life, of others. – Foot Problems: Fear of the future and of not stepping forward in life.
Fever: Anger. Burning up.
Fibroid Tumors: Nursing a hurt from a partner. A blow to the feminine ego.
Fingers: Represent the details of life. – Thumb: Represents intellect and worry. – Index: Represents ego and fear. – Middle: Represents anger and sexuality. – Ring: Represents unions and grief. – Little: Represents the family and pretending.
Food Poisoning: Allowing others to take control. Feeling defenseless.
Frigidity: Fear. Denial of pleasure. A belief that sex is bad. Insensitive partners. Fear of father.
Fungus: Stagnating beliefs. Refusing to release the past. Letting the past rule today.

G
Gallstones: Bitterness. Hard thoughts. Condemning. Pride.
Gas: Gripping. Fear. Undigested ideas.
Gastritis: Prolonged uncertainty. A feeling of doom.
Genitals: Represent the masculine and feminine principles. Worry about not being good enough.
Gland Problems: Represent holding stations. Self-staring activity. Holding yourself back.
Gout: The need to dominate. Impatience, anger.
Glaucoma: Stony unforgiveness. Pressure from longstanding hurts. Overwhelmed by it all.
Gray Hair: Stress. A belief in pressure and strain.
Growths: Nursing those old hurts. Building resentments.
Gum Problems: Inability to back up decisions. Indecisive about life.

H
Hands: Hold and handle. Clutch and grip. Grasping and letting go. Caressing. Pinching. All ways of dealing with experiences.
Hay Fever: Emotional congestion. Fear of the calendar. A belief in persecution. Guilt.
Headaches: Invalidating the self. Self-criticism. Fear.
Heart: Represents the center of love and security. – Heart Attack: Squeezing all the joy out of the heart in favor of money or position. Feeling alone and scared. “I’m not good enough. I don’t do enough. I’ll never make it.” – Heart Problems: Longstanding emotional problems. Lack of joy. Hardening of the heart. Belief in strain and stress.
Heartburn: Fear. Fear. Fear. Clutching Fear.
Hemorrhoids: Fear of deadlines. The anger of the past. Afraid to let go. Feeling burdened.
Hepatitis: Resistance to change. Fear, anger, hatred. The liver is the seat of anger and rage.
Hernia: Ruptured relationships. Strain, burdens, incorrect creative expression.
Herpes Genitalis: Mass belief in sexual guilt and the need for punishment. Public shame. Belief in a punishing God. Rejection of the genitals.
Herpes Simplex: Bitter words left unspoken.
Hip: Carries the body in perfect balance. A major thrust in moving forward. Fear of going forward in major decisions. Nothing to move forward to.
Hives: Small, hidden fears. Mountains out of molehills.
Hodgkin’s Disease: Blame and a tremendous fear of not being good enough. A frantic race to prove one’s self until the blood has no substance left to support itself. The joy of life is forgotten in the race of acceptance.
Hyperactivity: Fear. Feeling pressured and frantic.
Hyperventilation: Fear. Resisting change. Not trusting the process.
Hypoglycemia: Overwhelmed by the burdens in life.

I
Impotence: Sexual pressure, tension, guilt. Social beliefs. Spite against a previous mate. Fear of mother.
Incontinence: Emotional overflow. Years of controlling emotions.
Indigestion: Gut-level fear, dread, anxiety. Griping and grunting.
Infection: Irritation, anger, annoyance.
Inflammation: Fear. Seeing red. Inflamed thinking. Anger and frustration about conditions you are looking at in your life.
Influenza: Response to mass negativity and beliefs. Fear. Belief in statistics.
Ingrown Toenail: Worry and guilt about your right to move forward.
Injuries: Anger at the self. Feeling guilty.
Insanity: Fleeing from the family. Escapism, withdrawal. Violent separation from life.
Insomnia: Fear. Not trusting the process of life. Guilt.
Intestines: Represent assimilation and absorption.
Itching: Desires that go against the grain. Unsatisfied. Remorse. Itching to get out or getaway.

J
Jaundice: Internal and external prejudice. Unbalanced reason.
Jaw Problems: Anger. Resentment. A desire for revenge.

K
Kidney Problems: Criticism, disappointment, failure. Shame. Reacting like a child.
Kidney Stones: Lumps of undissolved anger.
Knee: Represents pride and ego. Stubborn ego and pride. Inability to bend. Fear. Inflexibility. Won’t give in.

L
Laryngitis: So mad you can’t speak. Fear of speaking up. Resentment of authority.
Left Side of Body: Represents receptivity, taking in, feminine energy, women, the mother.
Leg: Carry us forward in life.
Liver: Seat of anger and primitive emotions. Chronic complaining. Justifying fault-finding to deceive yourself. Feeling bad.
Lockjaw: Anger. A desire to control. A refusal to express feelings.
Lump in the Throat: Fear. Not trusting the process of life.
Lung: The ability to take in life. Depression. Grief. Not feeling worthy of living life fully.
Lupus: A giving up. Better to die than stand up for one’s self. Anger and punishment.
Lymph Problems: A warning that the mind needs to be recentered on the essentials of life. Love and joy.

M
Malaria: Out of balance with nature and with life.
Menopause Problems: Fear of no longer being wanted. Fear of aging. Self-rejection. Not feeling good enough.
Menstrual Problems: Rejection of one’s femininity. Guilt, fear. A belief that the genitals are sinful or dirty.
Migraine Headaches: Dislike of being driven. Resisting the flow of life. Sexual fears.
Miscarriage: Fear of the future. Inappropriate timing.
Mononucleosis: Anger at not receiving love and appreciation. No longer caring for the self.
Motion Sickness: Fear. Bondage. Feeling of being trapped.
Mouth: Represents taking in of new ideas and nourishment. Set opinions. Closed mind. Incapacity to take in new ideas.
Multiple Sclerosis: Mental hardness, hard-heartedness, iron will, inflexibility.
Muscles: Resistance to new experiences. Muscles represent our ability to move in life.
Muscular Dystrophy: “It’s not worth growing up.”

N
Nails: Represent protection. – Nail Biting: Frustration. Eating away at the self. Spite of a parent.
Narcolepsy: Can’t cope. Extreme fear. Wanting to get away from it all. Not wanting to be here.
Nausea: Fear. Rejecting an idea or experience.
Neck: Represents flexibility. The ability to see what’s back there. Refusing to see other sides of a question. Stubbornness, inflexibility. Unbending stubbornness.
Nephritis: Overreaction to disappointment and failure.
Nerves: Represent communication. Receptive reporters.
Nervous Breakdown: Self-centeredness. Jamming the channels of communication.
Nervousness: Fear, anxiety, struggle, rushing. Not trusting the process of life.
Neuralgia: Punishment for guilt. Anguish over communication.
Nodules: Resentment and frustration and hurt ego over career.
Nose: Represents self-recognition. – Nose Bleeds: A need for recognition. Feeling unnoticed. Crying for love. – Runny Nose: Asking for help. Inner crying. – Stuffy Nose: Not recognizing the self-worth.
Numbness: Withholding love and consideration. Going dead mentally.

O
Osteomyelitis: Anger and frustration at the very structure of life. Feeling unsupported.
Osteoporosis: Feeling there is no support left in life. Mental pressures and tightness. Muscles can’t stretch. Loss of mental mobility.
Ovaries: Represent points of creation. Creativity.
PQ
Pain: Guilt. Guilt always seeks punishment.
Paralysis: Paralysing thoughts. Getting stuck. Terror leading to escape from a situation or person.
Pancreas: Represents the sweetness of life.
Pancreatitis: Rejection. Anger and frustration because life seems to have lost its sweetness.
Parasites: Giving power to others, letting them take over and life off of you.
Parkinson’s Disease: Fear and an intense desire to control everything and everyone.
Peptic Ulcer: Fear. A belief that you are not good enough. Anxious to please.
Phlebitis: Anger and frustration. Blaming others for the limitation and lack of joy in life.
Pimples: Small outbursts of anger.
Pituitary Gland: Represents the control center.
Pneumonia: Desperate. Tired of life. Emotional wounds are not allowed to heal.
Poison Ivy: Allergy Feeling defenseless and open to attack.
Polio: Paralysing jealousy. A desire to stop someone.
Premenstrual Syndrome: Allowing confusion to reign. Giving power to outside influences. Rejection of the feminine processes.
Prostate: Represents the masculine principle. Mental fears weaken the masculinity. Giving up. Sexual pressure and guilt. Belief in aging.
Psoriasis: Fear of being hurt. Deadening the senses of the self. Refusing to accept responsibility for our own feelings.

R
Rash: Irritation over delays. Immature way to get attention.
Right Side of Body: Giving out, letting go, masculine energy, men, the father.
Ringworm: Allowing others to get under your skin. Not feeling good enough or clean enough.

S
Scabies: Infected thinking. Allowing others to get under your skin.
Sciatica: Being hypocritical. Fear of money and of the future.
Scleroderma: Protecting the self from life. Not trusting yourself to be there and to take care of yourself.
Scratches: Feeling life tears at you, that life is a ripoff.
Senility: Returning to the so-called safety of childhood. Demanding care and attention. A form of control of those around you. Escapism.
Shin: Represents the standards of life. Breaking down ideals.
Shingles: Waiting for the other shoe to drop. Fear and tension. Too sensitive.
Sinus Problems: Irritation to one person, someone close.
Skin: Protects our individuality. Anxiety, fear. Old, buried things. I am being threatened.
Slipped Disc: Feeling totally unsupported by life. Indecisive.
Snoring: Stubborn refusal to let go of old patterns.
Solar Plexus: Gut reactions. Center of our intuitive power.
Sores: Unexpressed anger that settles in.
Spleen: Obsessions. Being obsessed with things.
Sprains: Anger and resistance. Not wanting to move in a certain direction in life.
Sterility: Fear and resistance to the process of life or not needing to go through the parenting experience.
Stiffness: Rigid, stiff thinking.
Stomach: Holds nourishment. Digests ideas. Dread. Fear of the new. Inability to assimilate the new.
Stroke: Giving up. Resistance. Rather die than change. Rejection of life.

Stuttering: Insecurity. Lack of self-expression. Not being allowed to cry.
Sty: Looking at life through angry eyes. Angry at someone.
Suicidal thoughts: See life only in black and white. Refusal to see another way out.

T
Teeth: Represent decisions. – Teeth Problems: Longstanding indecisiveness. Inability to break down ideas for analysis and decisions. – Root Canal: Can’t bite into anything anymore. Root beliefs being destroyed. – Impacted Wisdom Teeth: Not giving yourself mental space to create a firm foundation.
Throat: Avenue of expression. Channel of creativity. – Throat Problems: The inability to speak up for one’s self. Swallowed anger. Stifled creativity. Refusal to change. – Sore throat: Holding in angry words. Feeling unable to express the self.
Thrush: Anger over making the wrong decisions.
Thymus Gland: Feeling attacked by life. They are out to get me.
Thyroid Gland: Humiliation. I never get to do what I want to do. When is it going to be my turn? – Hyperthyroid: Rage at being left out.
Tics, Twitches: Fear. A feeling of being watched by others.
Tinnitus or Ringing in the Ears: Refusal to listen. Not hearing the inner voice. Stubbornness.
Toes: Represent the minor details of the future.
Tongue: Represents the ability to taste the pleasures of life with joy.
Tonsillitis: Fear. Repressed emotions. Stifled creativity.
Tuberculosis: Wasting away from selfishness. Possessive. Cruel thoughts. Revenge.

U
Urinary infections: Pissed off, usually at the opposite sex or a lover. Blaming others.
Uterus: Represents the home of creativity.

V
Vaginitis: Anger at a mate. Sexual guilt. Punishing the self.
Varicose Veins: Standing in a situation you hate. Discouragement. Feeling over-worked and overburdened.
Vitiligo: Feeling completely outside of things. Not belonging. Not one of the group.
Vomiting: Violent rejection of ideas. Fear of the new.

WXYZ
Warts: Little expressions of hate. Belief in ugliness. – Plantar Warts: Anger at the very basis of your understanding. Spreading frustration about the future.
Wrist: Represents movement and ease.

Holistic / Alternative Health Care by Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff

Shamanism Medical Sessions

You will defend the MATRIX with Your Last Breath, I know I have SEEN It

I have been thinking about writing this blog for the last several days.

I wanted to write about a story that is true, a fact that I experienced in my life first-hand account.

I am now 51 this account takes place during an apprenticeship I had for about a year with a Lakota Sioux Medicine woman who worked on me and others, I was about 23 to 24 during this time.

I am not going to ramble on, maybe on the next blog about my teacher and her being kidnapped off her rez when she was a late teen. NASA saw her talents, abilities and her rez was in inner conflict and she felt that she never really fit in since her skin was much lighter than the people in her tribe.  It was not hard for NASA to offer her a job which she could then leave and create her own new life, years later she would find out this is not the exact case and eventually, she would have to escape them which she did.  That is a whole other story I might write about later.

My teacher had out of this world abilities to fix people, not heal people but fix them. Her abilities were increase and developed by NASA by putting machines, healing and new frontier health machines in her space, teaching her how to use them on the NASA people who were sick. Many of these people were the top scientist that was part of project paperclip. These scientists were exposed to high levels of all kinds of nasties that give you cancers of epic standards during them working on who knows what, multidimensional technologies, energy, time travel along those lines. She could without use of machines actually reach into their fields and remove anything that was no apart of the original genetic structures such as tumors, cancers and other things I will not mention here.  Literally in seconds curing them of whatever the problem was.

She escapes and is in hiding in the mountains of northern USA. She after a period of time makes contact with trustworthy people in a telepathic sort of way. Traveling the dreaming worlds I call it and then communicating in a telepathic way put images into their heads that they will in the near future think are visions or a da-za-view experience.  When she showed up in their physical world they would accept her without question, get healed by her and be loyal to keep her secrets and allow her spaces to work on other people. Please note: that my teacher wanted to educate people, heal them and help them to free themselves from the system starting with medicine and the healing arts. If she had the ability to do this, then can you imagine what kind of things the govs of the world use to mind control people in a bad way. That most of what people see, hear, think about, dream about is not even real at all.

In comes Bridgette myself. About age 23 I had a friend who had moved up north to Coeur ‘D Alene area. He said I should consider moving up there. I was raised in Nevada and like most people here I suspect I would have never left, I would have had a local system of beliefs and would have never expanded aspects of myself if I had not moved. I felt like I was possessed during that time to move up north. I had never had people support me in anything however they were all supporting me in moving from Reno, Nevada to Idaho. Even willing to pack my stuff and drive it up there with me. I know know that My Teacher had traveled the dreaming plains and found me and was moving me one step at a time towards her using thought or mind control systems in myself and others.

Once I move to Idaho within a month I was meeting extremely awake people who were involved with my teacher. They all had suffered terrible events or illnesses and my teacher healed them. I was moving from the locations I originally moved to when I arrived in Idaho to another location with a roommate and it turned out that she was having a session with my teacher and that is how I met my teacher. My roommate set up an appointment for me with her. It was a very close-knit community surrounding my teacher one in which she created.

My teacher had other people she had trained to help her with her sessions, some of the sessions would last around 3 hours, especially the first one you had with her. She would travel down ever rabbit hole in you and out of you, clean them up, cure, fix, rebuild, restore that when you walked out you were the highest grade version of you. During my first session was when I learned many things about myself and why my teacher was so interested in me and why I became the only apprentice she ever had.

One, she saw that I had also been attempted kidnapped by NASA when I was about 19.

Two, She and I can from the same star place. Though she said that she had never met another living person from this star place there had been a few in the history of the planet who came here that was not living.

Three I had abilities like hers, however, mine were particularly dormant and would she said surpass hers.

I was not easy, she was a hard teacher on me, she had to be, she had to break me free from the systems, like Neo I suspect in the Matrix, What I have found since the time I studied with this teacher is that she was right and the movie the Matirx was spot on. Mostly about the people will defend their enslavers, their enslavement and what I learned from my teacher down to their biology they will defend it. It is embedding in our layers so much so you cannot even really believe your thoughts, they are not your own.

There are many things that I have alluded to and not always been direct in what I know and what I understand. No one wants to hear or see the truth and they will defend the lie, their lies, it is what it is. I have spent almost 30 years working on ways to wake people up, sadly that even a miracle you perform for someone is not even enough to hold them conscious very long.

I would like to leave you with this story.

When I first started working with my teacher I could not stay awake, energy shifts would force me to pass out, blackout. It is a very shaman type of work that was happening with her. The mind likes to shut down, turn off, even systems of the body can completely meltdown in the process of becoming fully conscious. There were many days I would come to help her work on people over that year and she would open the door, use a type of testing she did with her fingers and then either let me in or ask me to leave with no explanation. She knew that turning me away was going to destroy me at the start but would force me to wake up and become aware of my emotional systems that we controlled through PTSD events in my life, patterning, repetitive daily structures and on autopilot derived emotional responses that keep me in a looping state. She was forcing me by not giving me approval, not explaining my behaniors to me and cutting me off which cause embarrassment and insecurity, she would not feed the auto-responses of my emotional body. Over time with me staying in it we would get my emotional body to come closer to my physical body and unify it with my other bodies. Making me a unified field of my own with my own systems all together. It felt like the worst abuse I have ever weathered in my life. I had to do the work, I would cray before turning away from the door of the location where she was working on people for that day after I was asked to leave. I would by the time I got to my car cry hysterically, my car would run badly on the way back home since my energy fields were literally frying and frying the physical world systems as well.  After I would spend days in bed in emotional distress without sleep, I started to see that the reason I was being asked to leave had a lot to do with what I was engaged with at the time of showing up. I started to see patterns of drama that I was feeding though I was not conscious of it. Once I could put these things together I could stop the inner looping process and thus from that point in was always let in to assist.

As I am writing this the tv turned on its self!

When I first started helping with sessions I was given the task of note-taking, waiting for my teacher to talk and then writing these things down over three hours. This helps the patient to know what had happened during, many time they were put into another state which they were not connected to the body of the physical world, this was necessary so that the autopilot of the peoples programming did not stop or create some kind of emotional nonsense during the sessions. Once I worked through all my emotional blocks and could stay fully conscious during and after all the sessions then I was directly trained in my teachers to work, taken places, show things, given tools and enhanced my abilities that once I left her teaching and she did after a year kick me out to go do my own work.

Once I started helping her to work on people she would then discuss with me during and after about the person and how they will operate, what their future will produce, how many times they come back which lead to me being able to read thoughts, energies and see the patterns people were in and under.

After one such session the person who was a woman, she had I think like pancreas cancer in a tumor form and she had come to my teacher after hearing about her great abilities. We worked on many of her structures, patterns that cross 64 layers in this world and out into other worlds, along with DNA, RNA, genetics, cells, spinal alignments, everything you can imagine. Her sessions were lock, stock, and barrel, nothing was left unturned! At the end of the session, our grounder brought the woman back into her body into the room. We sat her up and my teacher told her that we had done everything in all the places and spaces to get rid of her current cancer, but there was just one more thing left to be done. My teacher took her hand into the woman’s energy field and grabbed the tumor and removed it and tossed it into an energy jar which after sessions were over we would energetically incinerate.

My teacher told the woman she should go to the doctor the next day and get tested and she will find that cancer will be gone and never come back. The woman did what she said and the tests came back that the cancer was gone but the doctor kept wanting to run tests of all kinds to get that cancer back on the radar, there was no way in his view cancer could vanish. Which is another thing about making “things real” for you in the system, proof of something by physical world sets things in stone and makes it much harder and in some cases impossible for you to get out of the controls of your energy, your power, your thoughts by using beliefs,  biological systems, feelings, economic and a whole host of structures in this reality you think is real, live by the sword die by “their sword”.

The next time I saw my teacher she wanted me to have a discussion about the woman with cancer, the session that was done, the proof the woman got about it being gone and what was going to transpire in the future of the woman’s health. Basically what my teacher said is that people cannot have miracles, they also cannot accept them as real and so their fractured personalities will arise to control their reality. She said because of the doctors freaked out response to the fact her cancer was gone will aid in the future and what the woman conjures for her self and thus return to us again for yet another miracle and this will be a pattern until the woman finally dies, because she cannot free her mind, body, energy or emotions from the Matrix systems, if she could she might live forever in the same body. Sure enough, six months later the woman was back and she now had lupus. This woman had created another disease that was equally deadly by the physical world systems standards. Again my teacher fixed the systems that had created it in her and then removed lupus from her biological system. My teacher decided after that to no work on the woman anymore, because every time she would come back in the future it would be something worse and worse until she finally died.

What I want to leave you here with is: that this  Matrix is not just controlling your mind, you energy, your thoughts, feelings, economically but because of the embedding in all of those parts of you, it controls you biology and when you are about to break free of some of the control on whatever level it appears it will cause a very serious catastrophic biologically related event to scare you right back into the prison and a health treatment that will further punish you for trying to shift out.

BRIDGENIT

Update: a follower sent me this today after my blog sent them down a rabbit hole. This man is saying things very similar in a medical way that my blog was basically explaining. Enjoy~

 

 

 

 

 

FUNDING for URBAN FARMING for Community & Food Sovereignty

Ministry Of Consciousness in partnership with the Urban Farm Project is looking for gifts, resources, donations to build community awareness around gardening and food production systems. To help homeless, nutritional deficiencies and food sovereignty. To build for each community. Though what we are asking for is not going to go far, we are looking for a long term supporter for this project as well. We do not have a current page on the website for this project yet. We plan to travel to where ever is needed to create community urban farms where they are most needed. We would like to buy up old buildings and renovate them and clean them up for community urban farms. Once the project is completed we would hand over the title and land to the community to caretake, we would have educated them to manage beforehand it over. We need trucks, trailers, equipment, and funds to create these systems. Thank you for your time, If you have any questions about what we are doing, our education in such work, please email Bridgette at the ministryofconsciousnessnevada@gmail.com 775.624.7862 no texting

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Ministry Of Consciousness in partnership with the Urban Farm Project fieldwork includes educating, building, fixing, restore large scale land. For habitat, food productions serving humans, animals, insects, water, soil, and plants. Funding helps with getting us around to locations that people cannot afford to pay for our services, tools and other items that may be needed. We are looking for long term funding and support. Thank you. For more information please contact Bridgette @ ministryofconsciousnessnevada@gmail.com or 775.624.7862 no texting

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Ministry Of Consciousness needs the USD to buy used transportation for the outreach or if someone out there has one that can be donated. Cars with hatches, trucks with camper shells and vans all welcome.  Our Vans transmission went out three months ago and we had to donate it. Thank you. If you need more information please contact Bridgette the Minister Of Health @ ministryofconsciousnessnevada@gmail.com or 775.624.7862

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The AIM in Stalking..

“[…] We have to understand here that the true Negative Realm agenda is to “eat consciousness.” So, this actually prevents an overt “take-over” in literal, physical terms. If an “invasion” was detected, this would mean that the veil would be lifted and all would see the “man behind the curtain” and would be disgusted and turn away. Just as in the “Wizard of Oz,” those Ruby Slippers have to be obtained VERY CAREFULLY!

Gathering the essence is an art of great subtlety! The “negative alien plan” is, in its purest sense, STALKING.

The aim of Stalking is to create a completely controlled artificial environment composed of thoroughly predictable human behaviors – made predictable because they have been programmed to respond to cues of conditioning.

[…] For centuries these programming signals have been being set up – either because of time travel capabilities, or because of actual historical presence. Various prophets or religious leaders have been influenced to preach, or teach or prophesy philosophies designed to lay a foundation for later take-over – possibly in our present time.

[…] A lot of people think that the “alien invasion scenario” is a ruse concocted by the government to create the impression that there is a forming “threat,” thereby enabling the institution of a New World Order. But, this idea is based on a misrepresentation of the process just described.

The important thing to remember is this: there is NOT a “unified conspiratorial activity” going on here in the hierarchy of government. The “divide and conquer” effect is also manifest at this level and suits the alien purposes to a “T.

Such activity at ALL levels is consistent with their program of STALKING, in which confusion and cross-purpose prevents a clear perception on the part of the Stalkies Yet, at some deep level there may be a direct conspiratorial interaction between the “secret government” and the negative aliens… but it is unlikely that any name of those involved would be recognized by anyone, no matter how “in the know” regarding the subject.

These “secret superiors” are just that: SECRET. Any organization you can name, or about which you are AWARE, are merely “outer circles.

What is the designed objective of this STALKING? The effect of Stalking is sort of like stampeding a herd of cattle. Bit by bit, they are consolidated into a “negative mode” which consists of the idea of “us vs them.” Even though, on the surface, it may seem that this “mode” is positive or STO (Service to Others), (i.e. save the world because it is “wrong” or flawed, or blighted with original sin or whatever) the very fact that it is formed in the “dominator” mode of perceiving salvation “outside,” means that it can more easily be “taken over” body, mind and soul at a level that is “unseen and unseeable.” In other words: Satan CAN and most often DOES appear as an Angel of Light!

[…] It is in this understanding that we find our way out of the trap. It isn’t easy, but it is a way. The primary object of Negative stalking is to persuade through strongly influenced, but not robotic, behavior patterns, the Free Choice of the targeted CONSCIOUSNESS to align with negative higher-density existence. Because, in the Long Run, the object is the “eating” of functioning units of consciousness by the negative hierarchy, with Free Will intact! It is not good food otherwise!”

– Michael Topper

They gave US their MIND!

“In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver – stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist.

A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it.

They gave us their mind!…Through the mind, which, after all, is their mind, the predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is convenient for them.”

Don Juan Matus