Treading Fear, Like Treading Water

Today I was thinking about lessons you have and how points in your life they converge. Coming together as pieces of a puzzle in an odd seemingly non congruous way. in that moment you know on the bare bones the pieces were all the same part of a greater lesson given like instruction here and there till the construct took form.

I was raised a fighter, warrior, i was also raised to be quiet, suffer in silence and to never bother others because in the end it was my life and I was ultimately responsible for It and no one was ever coming to save me.

I was not a water born baby, but I was taught to swim by my god mother starting at 6 months old. I was put in every swim program throughout the years of my life, swimming most likely was a place I excelled. I spent ever moment of every summer in water until I was fished out by an adult or I was to exhausted. Every summer I spent swimming, fishing and rafting. I have the fondest summer memories on the King’s River which had level 5 rapids. My Uncles had a white water raft and we would spend whole days on it. I think the first summer I was allowed in the boat on that river was like age 5. I was a swimmer, I was never scared.

It is what it is and It will be what It will be, teachings left to me from my native teacher Bavado who passed in June 2016. What he taught me is that no matter what you do, things are going to be they way they are. The only control you have over It is showing up, being sober, confronting, pray a lot and if possible creating remedies and solutions in the present moment.

One of the first lesson’s I ever learned in swimming and rescue programs is that you can live a lot longer if you float in deep water till you can be saved, if you tread water you will become exhausted and die. This is a similar lesson from instructors and attendants on the air plane/s: when crashing please put your own mask on and then help others or not just brace for impact.

Why does our will over ride facts our minds know? Our will to have what we want or needed kicks in and fight, kick, tread and struggle to stay “AFLOAT”.!?!

I have been treading water since 2006, in attempt to stay economically afloat. It has only been in recent weeks that old lessons are converging on my exhausted mind, body, emotions and spirit. I am so exhausted that Thank Creator I literally cannot do anything but float now. My current conversations, thoughts and where I am at with people I know and love and it is scaring the crap out of them. I know this has more to do about them than me. It hits up against their fear, loss of control, pretty much every fear they have and then add in the ingredient of what will other people think.

The secret  ingredient that makes everything fail is that “what will other people think” this causes us to be insane and do things that in our right minds we would never consider and under other conditions would never make sense to do anyway.

Since 2005 I have been insane and doing things that do not make sense like emotional feeling how unfair it while feeling like I am being forced to tread water to stay “AFLOAT”. One of my other favorite insight is: “the definition of insanity, you keep doing the same things over and over and expect a different result”.  Once you become shamanically sober you can see that It was you all along who was forcing you to do anything, try watching that movie fight club https://www.complex.com/pop-culture/2014/10/fight-club-schizophrenia

The Hopi’s also have a brilliant spiritual understanding: When the war inside of you stops, the war outside of you will stop. This does not mean the world outside of you will change, but how you come to the outside world,  hop you participate with the outside world, what state: mentally, emotionally, physically and energetically matters when interacting with the outside world.

Going back to my 30’s. Right before I found out that I had brain cancer at age 32, I had a dream. My father that raised me to be a good human had died a few years earlier. During this period between his physical death and his spirit departure from this realm he continued to worry about me, help me and guide me. I did not understand the dream I am going to share until some deep shamanic work I did with a group of people sometime around 2010 in LA. Today, I have finally, finally, finally put together the message the dream was trying to get through to me.

The dream was about water. Just like in my childhood my father and I were at this place we camped almost every weekend at, a place called Pyramid Lake here in Northern Nevada. The dream was so real, like being a kid again, one of the games he would play with us kids in the water was human launch, he would stand us on his shoulders under water and then use his legs with forces to launch us far out of the water, I would fly in the air and crashing back into the lake. In the dream he was rocket launching me, I was flying in the air high and cannon balling back into the water. There was no speaking in this dream, just playing in the water.  The dream was a blessed vacation from the real world, taking me to a place of joy and exhilaration.

There was a moment where my father in the dream grabbed me with both of his hands he pushed me to the bottom of the lake, this was not part of our play time and in the past I have had battles with beings, forces who appear to be one thing and then another, fear, I was terrified, I was going to die, I was being drowned by my father. I fought back, he over powered me under water and I could feel the air leaving my lungs and I knew that I was drowning and going to die.  I could not over power my father. In that moment of defeat I went limp and allowed him to hold me to the bottom and as the last air left my lungs everything became clear, so clear I could see the last bubbles going up, the water was very still and clear, I remembering thinking wow the lake is so clear and blue.  My head held sideways onto the bottom of the lake I could see the sand and how neat, arranged the sand was in ripples.

The struggle and fight was over, I surrender to it and everything became so clear. I was in awe of the beauty I felt deeply with the water and just surrendered completely to death.

I woke up sitting in bed. I cried for hours about my father killing me missing most of the point of my fathers help with what was to come in my life. I know now he was trying to help me in my future in the face of the worst things to just surrender.

However I am sad to report that I did not get the message, and I had become an expert in everything staying “Afloat”. After years battling the waves of the stormy ocean of my life since 2006, I finally, finally, finally was forced to surrender, let go, stop treading and float. No matter I am okay, to be honest surviving for years by constant movement, trying to out think tomorrow, treading just really on every level did not fix anything and I can say absolutely sure has made everything worse.

Many of the people I know are scared for me, scares them of my uncertainty and quality of life, but at some point you have to just stop because treading to survive to stay “AFLOAT” is insanity and does not make sense if you play on living long.

Remember the Buddha choose poverty, homelessness and starvation along with other intense lessons to become fully enlightened, we should not fear what IT IS and should float effortlessly through it instead. Until spirit lands us on the distant shore and we become effortlessly lived.

I am becoming lived, and floating is one but many ways for me to effortlessly allow water and the spirits to guide me to exactly where I belong.

BRIDGENIT

Huge Shout Out to the Water Elemental’s that came to me over a year ago and again I deeply regret pushing you all away and not listening, I a wait your return with a full Heart!

To: Ralph and Marsha Ring, may we allow the highest order of being lived in perfection!

The Right Fit Effortlessly

In my dream last night night I was shown my feet in a pair of shoes much more like open heel and toe Birkenstock that were too big for my feet.

They were a yellow tan color. These shoes were about 3 sizes bigger than my feet visually in the dream.

After I woke I began to contemplate about the dream and though someone might think that the dream was talking about “a need to fill bigger shoes” or “bigger shoes to fill” for me because of my personal issues, background and what I know for sure about my life and self.  The dream was leading me towards how I have survived, making things work by creating from nothing and living with far less.

I am extremely greatful for these gifts and lessons working with all the Native teachers I have there was also a deeper lesson I had to learn to do the work I would in the future, which has become now. The ego, self importance, expectations, entitlements die and cannot grow in environments where there is nothing, not enough, survival and it the best breeding ground for medicine, magic and foundations of alchemy.

You either free yourself from the world you see and follow another path or parts of you will crack and break attempting to live like others in this world.

I have friend/s that laughingly make statements such as “you could live off tree bark”, “you can make something from nothing” and while these are good traits to have in this world, I know many people who could not continue to thrive as I have with nothing and would most likely end their lives in the events that I have faced during my 51 years.

In the dream they were showing me, using visuals there was no language which activates the right hemisphere to use a deeper understanding and connect us to our sub conscious mind. During which I discovered that I have always just made things work, whether events, items, or people that have come into my life they were never exactly what I wanted or needed but were no less showed up.

I learned to adapt, work with what is, making a life and utilize what was there. In the dream it was showing me, uncovering and preparing me for something else. Understanding that their is a time for the work I have spent my life doing, living more in poverty, like my family, making it work, adapting it and pulling a Jesus in making nothing into more. This is the basis of the alchemist work. Though many in this world would call it living in “poverty consciousness”.

I believe that this dream is signally a new timeline for me, that now having done the work, I can move towards having exactly what I want, what fits, what can be, closer defining who I am and what I am mirroring and reflecting effortlessly.

I can dream bigger,  have and fill my own shoes that fit perfectly. The days of filling other people’s shoes are over. This is not about prosperity or abundance this is about feeling more confident in who and what I am, knowing that I am the trained, knowing alchemist and being able to wait if necessary for the right, exact, good, perfect event, thing or item to come on my path effortlessly.

BRIDGENIT

Two of my favorite statements that were made by Lynn Andrews in her 3rd book of the original trilogy. I read her book around 1987 and these to statements have stuck with me through my life.

All Things Exist By Agreement

A Life Predicted By Time

 

Change in DATES for SCREENING & NETTING COURSE (Energy Medicine & Healing Webinars)

February 12, February 26, March 11 and March 25, 2020

ENERGY MEDICINE & HEALING CLASSES

Learn tools and practices for Energy Screening & Energy Netting

Screening and Netting are  Energy Healing Techniques that are specific to the Teachings and Training Taught to Bridgette during a year-long apprenticeship with a Lakota-Sioux  Medicine Woman 28 years ago. Bridgette has since that time developed her own usages, style, and formats in using these tools that were taught to her. These tools are one of a kind.

Certification will be offered for completion of classes and a six-month online apprenticeship with Bridgette. You would have to do at least two individual sessions with Bridgette for training a month, twelve sessions total over 6 months, as well as complete the practices assigned. Each Session will be $50 per or pay in bulk for the whole apprenticeship and you will get a discount of $10 per session, $20 per month.

Bridgette has been using energy arts since she was born and has been gifted many teachers along her life road. She has used many of the arts, tools, and teachings in her private practice for almost 30 years. Bridgette works on people in person and online. Bridgette is a Traditional Osteopath, Structural Medicine, Energy Medicine, Acupuncturist, Farmacist, Nutritionalist, she works with the soil, land, people, and animals and she is biodynamically trained. Her long term focus is large scale land restoration to health this world.

Bridgette is now bringing her teachings, work, tools to the public to teach those who are interested in making a difference and learning how to heal themselves and the worlds they walk in, in a good way. Bridgette hopes to put out more classes in 2020. If you would like to get a personal appointment with her you can contact her consciousnessofeconomics@gmail.com or here on the coe-llc.com contact page  http://coe-llc.com/contact-coe-moc-rrs-bridgenit/

 

 

 

Screening 1: You will learn basics, understandings and beginning tools on this specific type of energy healing work. You will be given homework to practice. Wednesday, February 12, 2020, @ 3 pm PST to 4 pm PST

Screening 2: I will be answering questions from the first class. You will learn more advanced teachings and tools on this specific type of energy healing work. You will be given homework to practice. Wednesday. February 26, 2020, @ 3 pm PST to 4 pm PST

Netting 1: Similarities to Screening but more diversities.  You will learn basics, understandings and beginning tools on this specific type of energy healing work. You will be given homework to practice. Wednesday, March 11, 2020, @ 3 pm PST to 4 pm PST

Netting 2: I will be answering questions from the first class. You will learn more advanced teachings and tools on this specific type of energy healing work. and how to use this for manifesting what you want. You will be given homework to practice. Wednesday 25, 2020, @ 3 pm PST to 4 pm PST

  • Cost: $50 USD each class or $125 for all 4
  • Please see the home page for this website for the purchase center which can be found at the bottom of the page (menu) http://coe-llc.com/ . You can also email me if you have specific questions or added information about your class purchase in which I can send a PayPal invoice to you by your email for purchase. http://coe-llc.com/contact-coe-moc-rrs-bridgenit/  
  • Classes will be held on Zoom and Zoom link for class will be sent on the day of class. You may need to download Zoom on whatever device you choose to use for the classes.  https://zoom.us/download

Need more info contact Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff (She Walks Among Stars) @ consciousnessofeconomics@gmail.com or 775.624.7862

Announcement Of Rate Increase Starting December 2019

 

 

As of December 2019, I will need to be raising rates to $125 per Session. The economy and the inflation of the USD is to trigger my bills to go up.

My Mail service as one example just raised their new rates from $70 to $150 for three months.

Please see all the links below that I have provided so that you may educate yourself.

Thank You, Bridgette

What does Inflation mean:

https://www.learnpick.in/prime/documents/ppts/details/3780/inflation

 

Healthcare the Steal’r of Resources & Your Identity

I have not been to a doctor for something like 30 years?? Everything they do will kill you, western medicine only should be used in emergencies. Shocks me how much people spend at the doctors a year. Healthcare is becoming an addiction that needs to be stopped.

I wish people would get addicted to growing food and eating nutrient-dense diets instead, then you would not need a pharmacy you would have a Farmacy. I even spent 7 years doing back yard builds in the reno area and educating people on growing food and creating as much as possible sustainable systems in their own yards. Still crickets…people just do not get it and might not ever.

Hospitals are ports of entry people, you are the ocean vessel which docks and ports at them. Doctors are dock attendants registering the government commodity they bond, borrow and trade on you…This is true evil of how our legal, economic systems are based do the research!

Doctors hide everything like health issues surrounding nuclear radiation, health issues surrounding poor diets and nutrition, health issues surrounding vaccines and more.

I have been an alternative health care provider for almost 30 years, I cured my own brain cancer and a lymphoma cancer it does not rocket science folks. They make you think you need them as you get sicker and die usually much younger than you should have, in some cases, they cut your life in half. I finally opened an online healthcare business 4 years ago so that people had someone to talk to and a place to go no matter where in the world you are, to give people answers they need, including energy forms of healing, nutritional support, coaching and more. I do this for on land, on people and animals.

We have to personally start changing how we operate, what we participate in, what we will work for and how we will spend what we worked so hard for and mostly we need to really figure out who we are, in that simple fact of discovering who we really think we are can we decided who we will live our lives.

We live life haphazardly, a hazard to ourselves, each other and the world around us. Conscious requires that make moment to moment choices that will affect the outcomes and these choices will not be met well sometimes from those around us. Consciousness requires we leave the herd mentality and rise to conscious levels. How many people could have been housed? How many people could have been feed? How many homeless elderly and veterans could have been giving a place to live, power and food?

It is not hard to tell that I hate doctors and the healthcare industrial complex and there are so many reasons why. Mostly because ALL Doctors who are licensed are criminals, they are at the heart of the biggest scam on earth the registering of you as a commodity when you are born so that the governments can borrow, trade and steal your soul or energy body for their gain.

Wake up, Rise up and BE the change you want to see in the world!

https://www.rt.com/usa/470752-medical-waste-bigger-defense-budget/

Must Read: https://books.google.com/books/about/Confessions_of_a_Medical_Heretic.html?id=ODYQAQAAMAAJ&source=kp_book_description

 

Your Body is a Chemistry Set and U R the Chemist

ONLY IN AMERICA! Seriously, folks, Americans are Type A personalities, which I suspect we learned from our systems of parents, families, school and so on…Now with the research, I do (because I am an alternative Health Care Practitioner), I am thinking and seeing that currently, the program is so entrenched we have about 3 generations now (the ones to come),

The things we do and programming are no longer learned behavior but hereditary in the genes, like a new predator race of humans. People like excitement and are excitement seekers which lead to the next big rush of dopamine or other such drugs the brain can make, it is not a feeling you need to create, nor does it matter if you create and experience consciously or unconsciously, it is the drug, hormone, a peptide that creates that feeling.

Whether that feeling is checking out, rage, sadness, joy, happiness. It is all just a cocktail the body was forced to make (by creating an event or a situation to come about) in our experience in our environment. We are all druggies, consider that science has found that people that run long distance eventually bring about a feeling, peptide, hormone, drug that is exactly like heroin, I would say that someone that runs a lot has a need for the body to make heroin by creating the situation that creates the environment for the body to make it.

This would lead me to assume that we are all biological drug addicts or you could even say a “feeling addict” The law of attraction at its best, our biology creates our reality, not thoughts. Sometimes you got to do things like dopamine fast!

https://www.rt.com/news/470629-with-dopamine-fasting-becoming-thing/

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff on TJ Morris ET Radio

Listen to the TJ Morris ET Radio Episode - Bridgett Lyn Dolgoff - ACO Cosmos Conscious Consultants Club on iHeartRadio

https://www.iheart.com/podcast/256-tj-morris-et-radio-30961799/episode/bridgett-lyn-dolgoff-aco-cosmos-49252438/?embed=true

ACO Cosmos Conscious Consultants with Theresa J Morris and Thomas R Becker of American Communications Online shares a friend as a kindred spirit. Good Super Natural Bridges Sustainability. Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff was born into the Russian bloodline and is a lifetime student & practitioner of Shamanism. She is a Star Child that was sent to Earth in the second grand wave. Bridgette walks and works in the multidimensional layers.specializes in her own formats, structures, and practices over 25 years. Bridgette teaches & facilitates “Energetic & Structural Medicine. Registered with the International Association of Medical Intuitives. In 2006 Bridgette began consulting for Corporate & Political geared businesses with a focus on creating “ECO-nomical Cooperation’s”. Bridgette became a full-scale activist & citizen lobbyist in her home state and nationally for food, alternative medicine & environment in 2009. As a sustainable, Biodynamic farmer educating about the spiritual return back to earth,  One of her long-term projects is to develop Biodynamic farms to rehabilitate combat veterans into sustainable Biodynamic farmers, to restore large landmasses and bodies of water. Her offerings come in workshops, webinars, and classes, lecturing at events, consulting, counseling, hands-on building, and development, hands-on healing in person or long distance. She makes handcrafted medicine for land, water, homes, property to healing, balance and reset energies.

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Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff Traditional Osteopath for over 30 years on people and animals. Lifetime student of the old world Shamanism. Biodynamic Farmer, Nutritionist  & Farmacist.

Bridgette consults, educates, lectures and does hands of builds of food productions large and small (Urban Farm Project).

Bridgette consults, coaches, lectures, and educates with the focus on microbial, biological, nutrient-dense foods as medicine.(Nutritionist / Farmacist)

Bridgette consults, coaches, lectures, educates and hands-on when needed for people, animals, environments, personal and business to create foundations in shamanism system and practices for all aspects of daily life (Energy Medicine).

Bridgette consults, coaches, lectures, educates and works on people and animals in person. Correction of the brain connections and body connection to arrest disease (Mental, Emotional, Physical & Spiritual). Restoration of structure, body systems, and muscle memories for head trauma, injury, abuse, birth trauma and pain (Traditional Osteopath / Structural Medicine).

 

COST

First Appointment by Zoom Meeting $50 USD

Continued Sessions Long Distance by Zoom Meeting $80 USD per Hour

Hands-On Sessions (in person) $80 Per ONE Horse, $50 Per ONE Dog

Hands-On Sessions (in person) $100 USD per Hour for more than ONE Animal

Traveling Sessions can include hourly rate, gas, lodging, food and supplies.

Services can be paid for through Pay Pal : 1) by sending you an email invoice & 2) Purchase Center Menu on the bottom of all pages on https://coe-llc.com/

 

MORE INFORMATION

Traditional Osteopathic Medicine for Animals

Holistic / Alternative Health Care by Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff

Horse Holistic Medicine Reno/Travel

 

Holistic Animal Care coe-llc.com

 

 

Domestic~ Farm ~ Wildlife

Consulting, Coaching & Assessments

Health & Environmental Evaluations

Injury, Pain Management & Old Age

Animal Communication, PTSD, Behavior & Training

Acupuncture & Energy Healing

Rebooting, Adjustments & Reprogramming (tissue memory)

Deep Tissue, Stretching & Pressure Point Releasing

Environment, Nutrition & Diet

 

MEDIA

YouTube https://www.youtube.com/user/bridgenit

Steemit https://steemit.com/@bridgenit

Revolution Radio http://freedomslips.com/index.php/schedules/schedule-a/14-sample-data-articles/103-carrying-stones-digging-holes

 

CONTACT

Skype Bridgneit

Phone 775.624.7862 (Please leave a message, most days out on the land, traveling and cannot answer)

Email bridgenit@gmail.com

Facebook https://www.facebook.com/bridgette.lyn.dolgoff

 

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff Traditional Osteopath for over 30 years on people and animals. Lifetime student of the old world Shamanism. Biodynamic Farmer, Nutritionist  & Farmacist.

Bridgette consults, educates, lectures and does hands of builds of food productions large and small (Urban Farm Project).

Bridgette consults, coaches, lectures, and educates with the focus on microbial, biological, nutrient-dense foods as medicine.(Nutritionist / Farmacist)

Bridgette consults, coaches, lectures, educates and hands-on when needed for people, animals, environments, personal and business to create foundations in shamanism system and practices for all aspects of daily life (Energy Medicine).

Bridgette consults, coaches, lectures, educates and works on people and animals in person. Correction of the brain connections and body connection to arrest disease (Mental, Emotional, Physical & Spiritual). Restoration of structure, body systems, and muscle memories for head trauma, injury, abuse, birth trauma and pain (Traditional Osteopath / Structural Medicine).

 

COST

First Appointment by Zoom Meeting $50 USD

Continued Sessions Long Distance by Zoom Meeting $80 USD per Hour

Hands-On Sessions (in person) $80 Per ONE Horse, $50 Per ONE Dog

Hands-On Sessions (in person) $100 USD per Hour for more than ONE Animal

Traveling Sessions can include hourly rate, gas, lodging, food and supplies.

Services can be paid for through Pay Pal : 1) by sending you an email invoice & 2) Purchase Center Menu on the bottom of all pages on https://coe-llc.com/

 

MORE INFORMATION

Holistic / Alternative Health Care by Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff

Traditional Osteopathic Medicine for Animals