“In the World, but not of the World” with Shamanism

Miguel Ruiz, Tolec linage of Daun Juan , Talks of this in a profound way. He refers to the “ of the world” as the mitote, fog or the drama that is unconscious survival and habits of the daily day after day mundane, head down working for egoic or materialistic goals.

A modern example is from the movie the Matrix, where Neo knows there is more than his daily existence, he feels it, he touches it in his daydreams but he can’t grasp it with his mind. As the movie progresses he learns to see beyond the mundane of daily habitual functioning and move in the world without being a part of it. He learns the truth of existence.

Many eastern traditions refer to it as “the veil” and once one pierces the veil and sees the truth there really is no going back.

Through my shamanic training, many years ago I underwent a profound transformation which included the piercing of the veil I had to redefine all my action and interactions with everything and everyone in the world. I chose to redefine myself as I related to the 3D existence.  The ability to hold awareness in 3 foci and dance the dance between Spirit, Inner and External worlds.

Duncan Eades, Studied 7 years under Master from Toltec Lineage

 

 

 

What is Mitote? from the Book “The Four Agreements”

What exactly is Mitote? The concept can be confusing and vague.

The outside dream – the world – is full of unpleasantness, drama, violence, fear, war, and injustice. Fear and false beliefs control the outside dream.

Because we’re integrated strongly into this outside dream, our personal dream is also ruled by fear. The agreements and beliefs we store in our heads stop us from seeing the truth – that justice, beauty, joy, and freedom can be our personal dream

This inability to see the truth is a fog of perception the Toltecs called a mitote. The mitote clouds our vision, so we can’t see who we really are. We can’t see that we’re not free. We create an image of who we should be in order to be liked, loved and good enough. But this image isn’t real.

We even harm ourselves to be accepted by others. (Think of the teenager who takes drugs or starves herself to be accepted, or of someone who stays in an abusive relationship.) When we accept self-abuse, we learn to tolerate abuse from others because of an inner belief: “I deserve it.” A false image of perfection makes us reject ourselves and others.

Mitote, the chaos in our minds, leads to misunderstandings and misinterpretations. We simply don’t perceive things the way they truly are.

Mitote is also caused by gossip. Gossip spreads, whether it’s being mindlessly repeated or spread intentionally as a calculated effort to bring someone down. The contagious poison of gossip creates what the Toltecs called the mitote. The mitote is defined as “the chaos of 1,000 voices all trying to talk at once in the mind.”

20 Minutes with Bridgette Online ~ Starts Friday April 3, 2020 @ NOON PST

This is a mini 20 minutes session that can be done at your desk in your chair. You will practice and learn something new every day. Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff will be the instructor on Zoom by the Ministry Of Consciousness as a part of the outreach educational programs.

Focus on one practice a day that will cover all the bases to name a few: Physical (release movements, massage, breathwork, pain management), Mental (guided imagery, sound, meditation, creating more mental clarity), Emotional (manage stress, anxiety & fear, build inner trust), Energectically/Spiritual (prayer, energy building, energy healing, readdress and reclaiming lost energy, chakras).

The class will be held Monday through Friday.  Starting Friday, April 3, 2020,  at 12:00 Noon PST or 3 pm EST.

This is a probationary period for the class, The ending of the period will be May 1, 2020, if the class is not working out, is not being attended or we do not need it anymore.

This class will be recorded.

SAME ZOOM LINK FOR DURATION OF CLASS

Zoom Class link https://zoom.us/j/830177398

Classes are for the education of those interested in the topics presented. These classes are on a donation basis if you cannot afford to donate before or during classes then donate in the future when you have the means to.

People who come onto these classes with the agenda of disrespect, rudeness, or any ill behavior will be removed without notification, warning or comment.

To Donate please use the Ministry Of Consciousness donation link, these classes are part of the Ministries out Reach Programs.

You can use ministryofconsciousnessnevada@gmail.com on paypal

paypal.me/MOCN

There is a donation center at the bottom of the first webpage here in coe-llc.com. If you want to donate in crypto let me know I have a wallet just not up on the website yet.

You may need to download Zoom beforehand: https://zoom.us/download

For more information Please contact Bridgette @ consciousnessofeconomics@gmail.com ~ Skype: Bridgneit ~ https://www.facebook.com/bridgette.lyn.dolgoff

Educator Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff is a Traditional Osteopath, Nutritionalist, Biodynamic Farmer, Herbalist, and Old School Shaman Practitioner. She is heavily involved with the saving of the Earth and all beings on her. She works in person or by zoom meeting and at times travels to a location. You can contact her for an appointment and start your journey of health and healing @ consciousnessofeconomics@gmail.com.

Bridgette is a radio show host on Revolution Radio and her show is Carrying Stones & Digging Holes Radio Show: http://www.freedomslips.com/host_html/carrying-stones.html

 

Message from White Eagle, Hopi indigenous on 03/16/2020

VISION QUEST

“This moment humanity is going through can now be seen as a portal and as a hole.

The decision to fall into the hole or go through the portal is up to you.

If you repent of the problem and consume the news 24 hours a day, with little energy, nervous all the time, with pessimism, you will fall into the hole. But if you take this opportunity to look at yourself, rethink life and death, take care of yourself and others, you will cross the portal.

Take care of your homes, take care of your body. Connect with your spiritual House.

When you are taking care of yourselves, you are taking care of everything else. Do not lose the spiritual dimension of this crisis, have the eagle aspect, that from above, and see the whole; see more broadly.

There is a social demand in this crisis, but there is also a spiritual demand. The two go hand in hand. Without the social dimension, we fall into fanaticism. But without the spiritual dimension, we fall into pessimism and lack of meaning.

You were prepared to go through this crisis. Take your toolbox and use all the tools available to you.

Learn about resistance of the indigenous and African peoples: we have always been and continue to be exterminated. But we still haven’t stopped singing, dancing, lighting a fire and having fun. Don’t feel guilty about being happy during this difficult time.

You do not help at all being sad and without energy. You help if good things emanate from the Universe now. It is through joy that one resists. Also, when the storm passes, each of you will be very important in the reconstruction of this new world.

You need to be well and strong. And, for that, there is no other way than to maintain a beautiful, happy and bright vibration. This has nothing to do with alienation.

This is a resistance strategy. In shamanism, there is a rite of passage called the quest for vision. You spend a few days alone in the forest, without water, without food, without protection. When you cross this portal, you get a new vision of the world, because you have faced your fears, your difficulties …

This is what is asked of you:

Allow yourself to take advantage of this time to perform your vision seeking rituals. What world do you want to build for you? For now, this is what you can do: serenity in the storm. Calm down, pray every day. Establish a routine to meet the sacred every day.

Good things emanate; what you emanate now is the most important thing. And sing, dance, resist through art, joy, faith and love. ”
Resist – Be reborn

Carrying Stones & Digging Holes Online Class Room April 12, 2020~Basics In Water

Basics in Water Class

Survival, Harvesting, Collecting, Purifying, and More

Sunday, April 12, 2020, at 4 pm Eastern Standard Time USA

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff & Dr. Lenny Thyme (Ph.D. Chemist & Freelance Scientist) will be hosting this class. You can see more of Dr. Lenny  Thyme on his blog: https://www.minds.com/themaddoctorthyme/

Class Time: 4 pm to 5 pm Eastern Standard or 1 pm to 2 pm Pacific Time

Join the class on this Zoom link:

https://zoom.us/j/7428960252?pwd=VUVSaTQyYUhBbVl1ekI1b3hzUjhRdz09

Zoom PassWord for Metting: WATER 

We will be offering an Advanced Water Class on May 10, 2020

http://coe-llc.com/carrying-stones-digging-holes-weekly-class-online/

This is a once a week class offered by Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff on Zoom by the Ministry Of Consciousness as a part of the outreach educational programs.

Topics that may be covered in classes will cover water, prayer, farming, food as medicine, shamanism, spirituality, prepping, consciousness, ceremony, pain management, herbalism, nutrition, soil, seeds, health, law and more.

The class will be held every Sunday at 4 pm EST USA Time on Zoom until further notice.

During the class you will be provided many links, sometimes pdfs, practices and more. It will be up to you to glean and harvest this information. This class will be recorded and put up on Patreon.

For more free content please visit youtube channels that Bridgette manages.https://www.youtube.com/user/bridgenit &  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0mlZ0GUy_hmjQFOSaMdunw

Each class will have a different topic set by Bridgette and released on the http://coe-llc.com/ blog at the start of every week.

Each week will have the live zoom link for that particular class. The classes will not have the same zoom links.

Classes are for the education of those interested in the topics presented. These classes are on a donation basis if you cannot afford to donate before or during classes then donate in the future when you have the means to. Links for zoom will be offered on each blog with or without a person donating.

People who come onto these classes with the agenda of disrespect, rudeness, or any ill behavior will be removed without notification, warning or comment.

To Donate please use the Ministry Of Consciousness donation link, these classes are part of the Ministries out Reach Programs. You can use ministryofconsciousnessnevada@gmail.com on paypal, paypal.me/MOCN or There is a donation center at the bottom of the first webpage here in coe-llc.com. If you want to donate in crypto let me know I have a wallet just not up on the website yet.

Sometimes there will be personally selected instructors along with Bridgette. They will be identified on the blog for that particular class.

You may need to download Zoom beforehand: https://zoom.us/download

For more information Please contact Bridgette @ consciousnessofeconomics@gmail.com ~ Skype: Bridgneit ~ https://www.facebook.com/bridgette.lyn.dolgoff

Carrying Stones & Digging Holes refers to the process much like chopping wood and carrying water. It is the backbone process of the Ceremonies that also lend to the work we do with all our relations. The work that comes after the thought that builds the physical reality and our tending to it. The topics covered showcase the people and their work that has gone beyond thought and understanding into the physical reality where they have built a foundation in which they do their work giving a platform in which they can teach, educate and inspire others.

Host Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff is a Traditional Osteopath, Nutritionalist, Biodynamic Farmer, Herbalist, and Old School Shaman Practitioner. She is heavily involved with the saving of the Earth and all beings on her. She works in person or by zoom meeting and at times travels to a location. You can contact her for an appointment and start your journey of health and healing. Bridgette is a radio show host on Revolution Radio and her show is Carrying Stones & Digging Holes Radio Show: http://www.freedomslips.com/host_html/carrying-stones.html

 

The FIRST ATTENTION

Desire & Obsession are mis-deployment of OUR WILL which is our personal power, this power should be used instead for our vital organs and body health. 

In order for our first attention to be able to focus on the world, we perceive needs to highlight certain fumes/luminous strands.

The selected fumes/luminous strand comes from the narrow band in which man’s consciousness is located.

Discarded fumes/luminous strands are still within one’s reach but remain dormant, unknown to man for his life.

The new seers call the fumes/luminous strands highlighted on the right side of the body (left hemisphere lateralization), the normal consciousness, the tonal, this world, the known, the first attention.

The common man calls it reality, rationality, common sense.

These are a large portion of the man’s band, but they are only a small part of the total spectrum of fumes/ luminous strands present within the cocoon or energy body.

The discarded fumes, even within the man’s gang, are considered to be the preamble of the unknown. The unknown itself consists of the rest of the fumes/luminous strands that are not part of the human band and are never accentuated. ~ Don Juan Matus

The first attention, our normal modus operandi, is the way we operate, perceive and navigate in daily life.   This state of being (or more appropriately – “doing”) is arrived at through the complex development and layering of the mind-ego conglomerate, with its attendant programs, scripts, justifications, excuses, self-adoration, criticisms, flaws, and patterns.  It’s as though our consciousness was on “auto-pilot” and we careen through life, largely unaware of the true nature of self and world.

The first attention is held in place as the “ruler” of our perception, but the anchoring of what Castaneda refers to as the assemblage point – a nexus of energetic fibers of awareness, trained from birth to ‘hold’ perception in an alignment that “agrees” with the perceptions of other beings around us.  The first attention, although powerful and by all appearances, stable… is actually fairly brittle and fragile, because it is held together simply with the corroborated illusion of perceptive ‘agreement’ with those around us.  Put in other words, the first attention is an unspoken agreement of widespread societal collaboration, that “this dream is solid, we have made it solid with our agreements and perceptions, and if you attempt to question or deconstruct it, you will be punished…”

 

The First Attention Keys

The element of Earth, Left Hemisphere Dominate, Biological, Order, Structure, Cause and Effect, Our Attention is Focused in this World, Physical Awareness and Interaction, Solid Matter, Rigidity, Belief, Tension, Material, Daily Life and Material.

 

The Words of Don Juan Matus

https://www.tekgnostics.com/JUAN.HTM

https://medium.com/journal-of-international-psychogeography/castaneda-and-the-second-attention-9a7a35e26e67

Bridgette Lyn was trained and has developed her own Shamanic Blow that does very similar things to Don Juan Matus’s Blow. The hands-on mechanical part is different. Essential for moving out of the first attention and overcoming the stuck point in the energy body. Assemble point shifting to shift focus and get point of focus connecting to other fumes/strands of consciousness. This kind of assemblage point movement, shamanic blow, a reboot can arrest the disease, cure addictions in the First Attention and over time help people to access a higher state of consciousness that connects to where ever they want there focus in their fumes/strands to be. This is done in complete and total sobriety. Bridgette does not recommend using dreaming medicines to shift consciousness for the long term, but proper reboots, moving of the assemblage points, shamanic work, and practices for the long term and assurance of bypassing the First Attention.

So you can be in the world but not of it.

Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff is a lifetime practitioner of shamanic arts and comes from the bloodlines of shamanic people. She works with people by appointment and in person. See fees for price structures and testimonial page.

The SECOND ATTENTION

They gave US their MIND!

The AIM in Stalking..

You will defend the MATRIX with Your Last Breath, I know I have SEEN It

 

 

 

FEE & SCHEDULE FOR PRIVATE SESSIONS ~ BRIDGENIT

Session Schedule and Fee/s

Change is reflected as of March 1, 2020

All Sessions are under Private Party Contract

Sessions are by appointment Online or In Person

First Session is the Assessment Session by Zoom Video Call.  This session is to assess the individual’s background, environments, and issues they are having a mental, emotional, physical or energetic toll. After the session completes all information will be considered and an assessment will be sent by email. Assessment should be received no longer than 5 working days after the assessment session completes. It will cover an array of considerations and recommendations from nutrition supplement support, diet, practices, energy healing, life coaching and whatever pertains to the forward movement in the area most needed by the individual. The Assessment Session is $170

The second Session usually three weeks after the first one, gives the individual time to make the recommended changes necessary, then start the next phase. This session is also online and all session from the second one and on are $155

After the second session is completed then we have a private discussion about the next steps, each person is unique. Everyone has there own complexities.

For more information please see this link: http://coe-llc.com/client-testimonials/

Contact page: http://coe-llc.com/contact-coe-moc-rrs-bridgenit/

What Symptoms do you have SEE List

Symptoms list:

A
Abdominal Cramps: Fear. Stopping the process.
Abscess: Fermenting thoughts over hurts, slights, and revenge.
Accidents: Inability to speak up for the self. Rebellion against authority. Belief in violence.
Aches: Longing for love. Longing to be held.
Acne: Not accepting the self. Dislike of the self.
Addictions: Running from the self. Fear. Not knowing how to love self.
Adrenal Problems: Defeatism. No longer caring for the self. Anxiety.
Alcoholism: Feeling of futility, guilt, inadequacy. Self-rejection.
Allergies: Denying your own power.
Alzheimer’s Disease: Refusal to deal with the world as it is. Hopelessness and helplessness. Anger.
Amenorrhea: Not wanting to be a woman. Dislike of the self.
Anemia: “Yes-but” attitude. Lack of joy. Fear of life. Not feeling good enough.
Ankle: Inflexibility and guilt. Ankles represent the ability to receive pleasure.
Anorexia: Denying the self-life. Extreme fear, self-hatred, and rejection.
Anxiety: Not trusting the flow and the process of life.
Apathy: Resistance to feeling. Deadening of the self. Fear.
Appetite, Excessive: Fear. Needing protection. Judging the emotions.
Arm: Represents the capacity and ability to hold the experiences of life.
Arteries: Carry the joy of life.
Arthritic Fingers: A desire to punish. Blame. Feeling victimized.
Arthritis: Feeling unloved. Criticism, resentment. – Rheumatoid Arthritis: Feeling victimized. Lack of love. Chronic bitterness. Resentment. Deep criticism of authority. Feeling very put upon.
Asthma: Smother love. Inability to breathe for one’s self. Feeling stifled. Suppressed crying.
Athlete’s Foot: Frustration at not being accepted. Inability to move forward with ease.

B
Back Issues: Represents the support of life. Back Problems: – Rounded shoulders: Carrying the burdens of life. Helpless and hopeless. – Lower Back Pain: Fear of money or lack of financial support. – Mid-Back Pain: Guilt. Stuck in all that stuff back there. “Get off my back!” – Upper Back Pain: Lack of emotional support. Feeling unloved. Holding back love. – Back Curvature: The inability to flow with the support of life. Fear and trying to hold on to old ideas. Not trusting life. Lack of integrity. No courage of convictions.
Bad Breath: Anger and revenge thoughts. Experiences backing up.
Balance, Loss of: Scattered thinking. Not centered.
Baldness: Fear. Tension. Trying to control everything.
Bedwetting: Fear of parent, usually the father.
Belching: Fear. Gulping life too quickly.
Bell’s Palsy: Extreme control over anger. Unwillingness to express feelings.
Bladder Problems: Anxiety. Holding on to old ideas. Fear of letting go. Being “pissed off”.
Bleeding: Joy running out. Anger.
Blisters: Resistance. Lack of emotional protection.
Blood Pressure: – High: Longstanding emotional problem not solved. – Low: Lack of love as a child. Defeatism.
Body Odor: Fear. Dislike of the self. Fear of others.
Bones: Represent the structure of the universe. – Bone marrow: Represents deepest beliefs about the self. How you support and care for yourself. – Breaks: Rebelling against authority.
Brain: Represents the computer, the switchboard. – Tumor: Incorrect computerized beliefs. Stubborn. Refusing to change old patterns.
Breast: Represents mothering and nurturing and nourishment. – Cysts, Lumps: A refusal to nourish the self. Putting everyone else first. Over mothering. Overprotection. Overbearing attitudes.
Breath: Represents the ability to take in life. – Breathing Problems: Fear. Not trusting the process of life. Getting stuck in childhood. Fear of taking in life fully. – Bronchitis: Inflamed family environment. Arguments and yelling.
Bruises: The little bumps in life. Self-punishment.
Bulimia: Hopeless terror. A frantic stuffing and purging of self-hatred.
Burns: Anger. Burning up. Incensed.
Bursitis: Repressed anger. Wanting to hit someone.

C
Calluses: Hardened concepts and ideas. Fear solidified.
Cancer: Deep hurt. Longstanding resentment. Deep secret or grief eating away at the self. Carrying hatreds.
Candida: Feeling very scattered. Lots of frustration and anger. Demanding and untrusting in relationships. Great takers.
Canker Sores: Festering words held back by the lips. Blame.
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome: Anger and frustration at life’s seeming injustices.
Cataracts: Inability to see ahead with joy. Dark future.
Cellulite: Stored anger and self-punishment.
Cerebral Palsy: A need to unite the family in an action of love.
Chills: Mental contraction, pulling away and in. Desire to retreat.
Cholesterol: Clogging the channels of joy. Fear of accepting joy.
Circulation: Represents the ability to feel and express the emotions in positive ways.
Colds: Too much going on at once. Mental confusion, disorder. Small hurts.
Colic: Mental irritation, impatience, annoyance in the surroundings.
Colitis: Insecurity. Represents the ease of letting go of that which is over.
Coma: Fear. Escaping something or someone.
Conjunctivitis: Anger and frustration at what you are looking at in life.
Constipation: Incomplete release. Holding on to garbage of the past. Guilt over the past. Sometimes stinginess.
Corns: Hardened areas of thought – stubborn holding on to the pain of the past.
Coughs: A desire to bark at the world. “Listen to me!”
Cramps: Tension. Fear. Gripping, holding on.
Crohn’s Disease: Fear. Worry. Not feeling good enough.
Crying: Tears are the river of life, shed in joy as well as in sadness and fear.
Cuts: Punishment for not following your own rules.
Cysts: Running the old painful movie. Nursing hurts. False growth.
Cystic Fibrosis: A thick belief that life won’t work for you. “Poor me.”

D

Deafness: Rejection, stubbornness, isolation. What don’t you want to hear? “Don’t bother me.”
Depression: Anger you feel you do not have a right to have. Hopelessness.
Diabetes: Longing for what might have been. A great need to control. Deep sorrow. No sweetness left.
Diarrhea: Fear. Rejection. Running off.
Dizziness: Flighty, scattered thinking. A refusal to look.
Dry eyes: Angry eyes. Refusing to see with love. Would rather die than forgive. Being spiteful.
Dysmenorrhea: Anger at the self. Hatred of the body or of women.

E
Ear: Represents the capacity to hear. – Ache: Anger. Not wanting to hear. Too much turmoil. Household arguing.
Eczema: Breath-taking antagonism. Mental eruptions.
Edema: What or who won’t you let go of?
Elbow: Represents changing directions and accepting new experiences.
Emphysema: Fear of taking in life. Not worthy of living.
Endometriosis: Insecurity, disappointment, and frustration. Replacing self-love with sugar. Blamers.
Epilepsy: Sense of persecution. Rejection of life. A feeling of great struggle. Self-violence.
Epstein-Barr Virus: Pushing beyond one’s limits. Fear of not being good enough. Draining all inner support. Stress.
Eye: Represents the capacity to see clearly past, present, future. – Astigmatism: “I” trouble. Fear of really seeing the self. – Hyperopia: Fear of the present. – Myopia: Fear of the future.

F
Face: Represents what we show the world.
Fainting: Fear. Can’t cope. Blacking out.
Fat or Weight issues: Oversensitivity. Often represents fear and shows a need for protection. Fear may be a cover for hidden anger and a resistance to forgive. Running away from feelings. Insecurity, self-rejection and seeking fulfillment. – Arms: Anger at being denied, love. – Belly: Anger at being denied nourishment. – Hips: Lumps of stubborn anger at the parents. – Thighs: Packed childhood anger. Often rage at the father.
Fatigue: Resistance, boredom. Lack of love for what one does.
Feet: Represent our understanding – of ourselves, of life, of others. – Foot Problems: Fear of the future and of not stepping forward in life.
Fever: Anger. Burning up.
Fibroid Tumors: Nursing a hurt from a partner. A blow to the feminine ego.
Fingers: Represent the details of life. – Thumb: Represents intellect and worry. – Index: Represents ego and fear. – Middle: Represents anger and sexuality. – Ring: Represents unions and grief. – Little: Represents the family and pretending.
Food Poisoning: Allowing others to take control. Feeling defenseless.
Frigidity: Fear. Denial of pleasure. A belief that sex is bad. Insensitive partners. Fear of father.
Fungus: Stagnating beliefs. Refusing to release the past. Letting the past rule today.

G
Gallstones: Bitterness. Hard thoughts. Condemning. Pride.
Gas: Gripping. Fear. Undigested ideas.
Gastritis: Prolonged uncertainty. A feeling of doom.
Genitals: Represent the masculine and feminine principles. Worry about not being good enough.
Gland Problems: Represent holding stations. Self-staring activity. Holding yourself back.
Gout: The need to dominate. Impatience, anger.
Glaucoma: Stony unforgiveness. Pressure from longstanding hurts. Overwhelmed by it all.
Gray Hair: Stress. A belief in pressure and strain.
Growths: Nursing those old hurts. Building resentments.
Gum Problems: Inability to back up decisions. Indecisive about life.

H
Hands: Hold and handle. Clutch and grip. Grasping and letting go. Caressing. Pinching. All ways of dealing with experiences.
Hay Fever: Emotional congestion. Fear of the calendar. A belief in persecution. Guilt.
Headaches: Invalidating the self. Self-criticism. Fear.
Heart: Represents the center of love and security. – Heart Attack: Squeezing all the joy out of the heart in favor of money or position. Feeling alone and scared. “I’m not good enough. I don’t do enough. I’ll never make it.” – Heart Problems: Longstanding emotional problems. Lack of joy. Hardening of the heart. Belief in strain and stress.
Heartburn: Fear. Fear. Fear. Clutching Fear.
Hemorrhoids: Fear of deadlines. The anger of the past. Afraid to let go. Feeling burdened.
Hepatitis: Resistance to change. Fear, anger, hatred. The liver is the seat of anger and rage.
Hernia: Ruptured relationships. Strain, burdens, incorrect creative expression.
Herpes Genitalis: Mass belief in sexual guilt and the need for punishment. Public shame. Belief in a punishing God. Rejection of the genitals.
Herpes Simplex: Bitter words left unspoken.
Hip: Carries the body in perfect balance. A major thrust in moving forward. Fear of going forward in major decisions. Nothing to move forward to.
Hives: Small, hidden fears. Mountains out of molehills.
Hodgkin’s Disease: Blame and a tremendous fear of not being good enough. A frantic race to prove one’s self until the blood has no substance left to support itself. The joy of life is forgotten in the race of acceptance.
Hyperactivity: Fear. Feeling pressured and frantic.
Hyperventilation: Fear. Resisting change. Not trusting the process.
Hypoglycemia: Overwhelmed by the burdens in life.

I
Impotence: Sexual pressure, tension, guilt. Social beliefs. Spite against a previous mate. Fear of mother.
Incontinence: Emotional overflow. Years of controlling emotions.
Indigestion: Gut-level fear, dread, anxiety. Griping and grunting.
Infection: Irritation, anger, annoyance.
Inflammation: Fear. Seeing red. Inflamed thinking. Anger and frustration about conditions you are looking at in your life.
Influenza: Response to mass negativity and beliefs. Fear. Belief in statistics.
Ingrown Toenail: Worry and guilt about your right to move forward.
Injuries: Anger at the self. Feeling guilty.
Insanity: Fleeing from the family. Escapism, withdrawal. Violent separation from life.
Insomnia: Fear. Not trusting the process of life. Guilt.
Intestines: Represent assimilation and absorption.
Itching: Desires that go against the grain. Unsatisfied. Remorse. Itching to get out or getaway.

J
Jaundice: Internal and external prejudice. Unbalanced reason.
Jaw Problems: Anger. Resentment. A desire for revenge.

K
Kidney Problems: Criticism, disappointment, failure. Shame. Reacting like a child.
Kidney Stones: Lumps of undissolved anger.
Knee: Represents pride and ego. Stubborn ego and pride. Inability to bend. Fear. Inflexibility. Won’t give in.

L
Laryngitis: So mad you can’t speak. Fear of speaking up. Resentment of authority.
Left Side of Body: Represents receptivity, taking in, feminine energy, women, the mother.
Leg: Carry us forward in life.
Liver: Seat of anger and primitive emotions. Chronic complaining. Justifying fault-finding to deceive yourself. Feeling bad.
Lockjaw: Anger. A desire to control. A refusal to express feelings.
Lump in the Throat: Fear. Not trusting the process of life.
Lung: The ability to take in life. Depression. Grief. Not feeling worthy of living life fully.
Lupus: A giving up. Better to die than stand up for one’s self. Anger and punishment.
Lymph Problems: A warning that the mind needs to be recentered on the essentials of life. Love and joy.

M
Malaria: Out of balance with nature and with life.
Menopause Problems: Fear of no longer being wanted. Fear of aging. Self-rejection. Not feeling good enough.
Menstrual Problems: Rejection of one’s femininity. Guilt, fear. A belief that the genitals are sinful or dirty.
Migraine Headaches: Dislike of being driven. Resisting the flow of life. Sexual fears.
Miscarriage: Fear of the future. Inappropriate timing.
Mononucleosis: Anger at not receiving love and appreciation. No longer caring for the self.
Motion Sickness: Fear. Bondage. Feeling of being trapped.
Mouth: Represents taking in of new ideas and nourishment. Set opinions. Closed mind. Incapacity to take in new ideas.
Multiple Sclerosis: Mental hardness, hard-heartedness, iron will, inflexibility.
Muscles: Resistance to new experiences. Muscles represent our ability to move in life.
Muscular Dystrophy: “It’s not worth growing up.”

N
Nails: Represent protection. – Nail Biting: Frustration. Eating away at the self. Spite of a parent.
Narcolepsy: Can’t cope. Extreme fear. Wanting to get away from it all. Not wanting to be here.
Nausea: Fear. Rejecting an idea or experience.
Neck: Represents flexibility. The ability to see what’s back there. Refusing to see other sides of a question. Stubbornness, inflexibility. Unbending stubbornness.
Nephritis: Overreaction to disappointment and failure.
Nerves: Represent communication. Receptive reporters.
Nervous Breakdown: Self-centeredness. Jamming the channels of communication.
Nervousness: Fear, anxiety, struggle, rushing. Not trusting the process of life.
Neuralgia: Punishment for guilt. Anguish over communication.
Nodules: Resentment and frustration and hurt ego over career.
Nose: Represents self-recognition. – Nose Bleeds: A need for recognition. Feeling unnoticed. Crying for love. – Runny Nose: Asking for help. Inner crying. – Stuffy Nose: Not recognizing the self-worth.
Numbness: Withholding love and consideration. Going dead mentally.

O
Osteomyelitis: Anger and frustration at the very structure of life. Feeling unsupported.
Osteoporosis: Feeling there is no support left in life. Mental pressures and tightness. Muscles can’t stretch. Loss of mental mobility.
Ovaries: Represent points of creation. Creativity.
PQ
Pain: Guilt. Guilt always seeks punishment.
Paralysis: Paralysing thoughts. Getting stuck. Terror leading to escape from a situation or person.
Pancreas: Represents the sweetness of life.
Pancreatitis: Rejection. Anger and frustration because life seems to have lost its sweetness.
Parasites: Giving power to others, letting them take over and life off of you.
Parkinson’s Disease: Fear and an intense desire to control everything and everyone.
Peptic Ulcer: Fear. A belief that you are not good enough. Anxious to please.
Phlebitis: Anger and frustration. Blaming others for the limitation and lack of joy in life.
Pimples: Small outbursts of anger.
Pituitary Gland: Represents the control center.
Pneumonia: Desperate. Tired of life. Emotional wounds are not allowed to heal.
Poison Ivy: Allergy Feeling defenseless and open to attack.
Polio: Paralysing jealousy. A desire to stop someone.
Premenstrual Syndrome: Allowing confusion to reign. Giving power to outside influences. Rejection of the feminine processes.
Prostate: Represents the masculine principle. Mental fears weaken the masculinity. Giving up. Sexual pressure and guilt. Belief in aging.
Psoriasis: Fear of being hurt. Deadening the senses of the self. Refusing to accept responsibility for our own feelings.

R
Rash: Irritation over delays. Immature way to get attention.
Right Side of Body: Giving out, letting go, masculine energy, men, the father.
Ringworm: Allowing others to get under your skin. Not feeling good enough or clean enough.

S
Scabies: Infected thinking. Allowing others to get under your skin.
Sciatica: Being hypocritical. Fear of money and of the future.
Scleroderma: Protecting the self from life. Not trusting yourself to be there and to take care of yourself.
Scratches: Feeling life tears at you, that life is a ripoff.
Senility: Returning to the so-called safety of childhood. Demanding care and attention. A form of control of those around you. Escapism.
Shin: Represents the standards of life. Breaking down ideals.
Shingles: Waiting for the other shoe to drop. Fear and tension. Too sensitive.
Sinus Problems: Irritation to one person, someone close.
Skin: Protects our individuality. Anxiety, fear. Old, buried things. I am being threatened.
Slipped Disc: Feeling totally unsupported by life. Indecisive.
Snoring: Stubborn refusal to let go of old patterns.
Solar Plexus: Gut reactions. Center of our intuitive power.
Sores: Unexpressed anger that settles in.
Spleen: Obsessions. Being obsessed with things.
Sprains: Anger and resistance. Not wanting to move in a certain direction in life.
Sterility: Fear and resistance to the process of life or not needing to go through the parenting experience.
Stiffness: Rigid, stiff thinking.
Stomach: Holds nourishment. Digests ideas. Dread. Fear of the new. Inability to assimilate the new.
Stroke: Giving up. Resistance. Rather die than change. Rejection of life.

Stuttering: Insecurity. Lack of self-expression. Not being allowed to cry.
Sty: Looking at life through angry eyes. Angry at someone.
Suicidal thoughts: See life only in black and white. Refusal to see another way out.

T
Teeth: Represent decisions. – Teeth Problems: Longstanding indecisiveness. Inability to break down ideas for analysis and decisions. – Root Canal: Can’t bite into anything anymore. Root beliefs being destroyed. – Impacted Wisdom Teeth: Not giving yourself mental space to create a firm foundation.
Throat: Avenue of expression. Channel of creativity. – Throat Problems: The inability to speak up for one’s self. Swallowed anger. Stifled creativity. Refusal to change. – Sore throat: Holding in angry words. Feeling unable to express the self.
Thrush: Anger over making the wrong decisions.
Thymus Gland: Feeling attacked by life. They are out to get me.
Thyroid Gland: Humiliation. I never get to do what I want to do. When is it going to be my turn? – Hyperthyroid: Rage at being left out.
Tics, Twitches: Fear. A feeling of being watched by others.
Tinnitus or Ringing in the Ears: Refusal to listen. Not hearing the inner voice. Stubbornness.
Toes: Represent the minor details of the future.
Tongue: Represents the ability to taste the pleasures of life with joy.
Tonsillitis: Fear. Repressed emotions. Stifled creativity.
Tuberculosis: Wasting away from selfishness. Possessive. Cruel thoughts. Revenge.

U
Urinary infections: Pissed off, usually at the opposite sex or a lover. Blaming others.
Uterus: Represents the home of creativity.

V
Vaginitis: Anger at a mate. Sexual guilt. Punishing the self.
Varicose Veins: Standing in a situation you hate. Discouragement. Feeling over-worked and overburdened.
Vitiligo: Feeling completely outside of things. Not belonging. Not one of the group.
Vomiting: Violent rejection of ideas. Fear of the new.

WXYZ
Warts: Little expressions of hate. Belief in ugliness. – Plantar Warts: Anger at the very basis of your understanding. Spreading frustration about the future.
Wrist: Represents movement and ease.

Holistic / Alternative Health Care by Bridgette Lyn Dolgoff

Shamanism Medical Sessions

You will defend the MATRIX with Your Last Breath, I know I have SEEN It

I have been thinking about writing this blog for the last several days.

I wanted to write about a story that is true, a fact that I experienced in my life first-hand account.

I am now 51 this account takes place during an apprenticeship I had for about a year with a Lakota Sioux Medicine woman who worked on me and others, I was about 23 to 24 during this time.

I am not going to ramble on, maybe on the next blog about my teacher and her being kidnapped off her rez when she was a late teen. NASA saw her talents, abilities and her rez was in inner conflict and she felt that she never really fit in since her skin was much lighter than the people in her tribe.  It was not hard for NASA to offer her a job which she could then leave and create her own new life, years later she would find out this is not the exact case and eventually, she would have to escape them which she did.  That is a whole other story I might write about later.

My teacher had out of this world abilities to fix people, not heal people but fix them. Her abilities were increase and developed by NASA by putting machines, healing and new frontier health machines in her space, teaching her how to use them on the NASA people who were sick. Many of these people were the top scientist that was part of project paperclip. These scientists were exposed to high levels of all kinds of nasties that give you cancers of epic standards during them working on who knows what, multidimensional technologies, energy, time travel along those lines. She could without use of machines actually reach into their fields and remove anything that was no apart of the original genetic structures such as tumors, cancers and other things I will not mention here.  Literally in seconds curing them of whatever the problem was.

She escapes and is in hiding in the mountains of northern USA. She after a period of time makes contact with trustworthy people in a telepathic sort of way. Traveling the dreaming worlds I call it and then communicating in a telepathic way put images into their heads that they will in the near future think are visions or a da-za-view experience.  When she showed up in their physical world they would accept her without question, get healed by her and be loyal to keep her secrets and allow her spaces to work on other people. Please note: that my teacher wanted to educate people, heal them and help them to free themselves from the system starting with medicine and the healing arts. If she had the ability to do this, then can you imagine what kind of things the govs of the world use to mind control people in a bad way. That most of what people see, hear, think about, dream about is not even real at all.

In comes Bridgette myself. About age 23 I had a friend who had moved up north to Coeur ‘D Alene area. He said I should consider moving up there. I was raised in Nevada and like most people here I suspect I would have never left, I would have had a local system of beliefs and would have never expanded aspects of myself if I had not moved. I felt like I was possessed during that time to move up north. I had never had people support me in anything however they were all supporting me in moving from Reno, Nevada to Idaho. Even willing to pack my stuff and drive it up there with me. I know know that My Teacher had traveled the dreaming plains and found me and was moving me one step at a time towards her using thought or mind control systems in myself and others.

Once I move to Idaho within a month I was meeting extremely awake people who were involved with my teacher. They all had suffered terrible events or illnesses and my teacher healed them. I was moving from the locations I originally moved to when I arrived in Idaho to another location with a roommate and it turned out that she was having a session with my teacher and that is how I met my teacher. My roommate set up an appointment for me with her. It was a very close-knit community surrounding my teacher one in which she created.

My teacher had other people she had trained to help her with her sessions, some of the sessions would last around 3 hours, especially the first one you had with her. She would travel down ever rabbit hole in you and out of you, clean them up, cure, fix, rebuild, restore that when you walked out you were the highest grade version of you. During my first session was when I learned many things about myself and why my teacher was so interested in me and why I became the only apprentice she ever had.

One, she saw that I had also been attempted kidnapped by NASA when I was about 19.

Two, She and I can from the same star place. Though she said that she had never met another living person from this star place there had been a few in the history of the planet who came here that was not living.

Three I had abilities like hers, however, mine were particularly dormant and would she said surpass hers.

I was not easy, she was a hard teacher on me, she had to be, she had to break me free from the systems, like Neo I suspect in the Matrix, What I have found since the time I studied with this teacher is that she was right and the movie the Matirx was spot on. Mostly about the people will defend their enslavers, their enslavement and what I learned from my teacher down to their biology they will defend it. It is embedding in our layers so much so you cannot even really believe your thoughts, they are not your own.

There are many things that I have alluded to and not always been direct in what I know and what I understand. No one wants to hear or see the truth and they will defend the lie, their lies, it is what it is. I have spent almost 30 years working on ways to wake people up, sadly that even a miracle you perform for someone is not even enough to hold them conscious very long.

I would like to leave you with this story.

When I first started working with my teacher I could not stay awake, energy shifts would force me to pass out, blackout. It is a very shaman type of work that was happening with her. The mind likes to shut down, turn off, even systems of the body can completely meltdown in the process of becoming fully conscious. There were many days I would come to help her work on people over that year and she would open the door, use a type of testing she did with her fingers and then either let me in or ask me to leave with no explanation. She knew that turning me away was going to destroy me at the start but would force me to wake up and become aware of my emotional systems that we controlled through PTSD events in my life, patterning, repetitive daily structures and on autopilot derived emotional responses that keep me in a looping state. She was forcing me by not giving me approval, not explaining my behaniors to me and cutting me off which cause embarrassment and insecurity, she would not feed the auto-responses of my emotional body. Over time with me staying in it we would get my emotional body to come closer to my physical body and unify it with my other bodies. Making me a unified field of my own with my own systems all together. It felt like the worst abuse I have ever weathered in my life. I had to do the work, I would cray before turning away from the door of the location where she was working on people for that day after I was asked to leave. I would by the time I got to my car cry hysterically, my car would run badly on the way back home since my energy fields were literally frying and frying the physical world systems as well.  After I would spend days in bed in emotional distress without sleep, I started to see that the reason I was being asked to leave had a lot to do with what I was engaged with at the time of showing up. I started to see patterns of drama that I was feeding though I was not conscious of it. Once I could put these things together I could stop the inner looping process and thus from that point in was always let in to assist.

As I am writing this the tv turned on its self!

When I first started helping with sessions I was given the task of note-taking, waiting for my teacher to talk and then writing these things down over three hours. This helps the patient to know what had happened during, many time they were put into another state which they were not connected to the body of the physical world, this was necessary so that the autopilot of the peoples programming did not stop or create some kind of emotional nonsense during the sessions. Once I worked through all my emotional blocks and could stay fully conscious during and after all the sessions then I was directly trained in my teachers to work, taken places, show things, given tools and enhanced my abilities that once I left her teaching and she did after a year kick me out to go do my own work.

Once I started helping her to work on people she would then discuss with me during and after about the person and how they will operate, what their future will produce, how many times they come back which lead to me being able to read thoughts, energies and see the patterns people were in and under.

After one such session the person who was a woman, she had I think like pancreas cancer in a tumor form and she had come to my teacher after hearing about her great abilities. We worked on many of her structures, patterns that cross 64 layers in this world and out into other worlds, along with DNA, RNA, genetics, cells, spinal alignments, everything you can imagine. Her sessions were lock, stock, and barrel, nothing was left unturned! At the end of the session, our grounder brought the woman back into her body into the room. We sat her up and my teacher told her that we had done everything in all the places and spaces to get rid of her current cancer, but there was just one more thing left to be done. My teacher took her hand into the woman’s energy field and grabbed the tumor and removed it and tossed it into an energy jar which after sessions were over we would energetically incinerate.

My teacher told the woman she should go to the doctor the next day and get tested and she will find that cancer will be gone and never come back. The woman did what she said and the tests came back that the cancer was gone but the doctor kept wanting to run tests of all kinds to get that cancer back on the radar, there was no way in his view cancer could vanish. Which is another thing about making “things real” for you in the system, proof of something by physical world sets things in stone and makes it much harder and in some cases impossible for you to get out of the controls of your energy, your power, your thoughts by using beliefs,  biological systems, feelings, economic and a whole host of structures in this reality you think is real, live by the sword die by “their sword”.

The next time I saw my teacher she wanted me to have a discussion about the woman with cancer, the session that was done, the proof the woman got about it being gone and what was going to transpire in the future of the woman’s health. Basically what my teacher said is that people cannot have miracles, they also cannot accept them as real and so their fractured personalities will arise to control their reality. She said because of the doctors freaked out response to the fact her cancer was gone will aid in the future and what the woman conjures for her self and thus return to us again for yet another miracle and this will be a pattern until the woman finally dies, because she cannot free her mind, body, energy or emotions from the Matrix systems, if she could she might live forever in the same body. Sure enough, six months later the woman was back and she now had lupus. This woman had created another disease that was equally deadly by the physical world systems standards. Again my teacher fixed the systems that had created it in her and then removed lupus from her biological system. My teacher decided after that to no work on the woman anymore, because every time she would come back in the future it would be something worse and worse until she finally died.

What I want to leave you here with is: that this  Matrix is not just controlling your mind, you energy, your thoughts, feelings, economically but because of the embedding in all of those parts of you, it controls you biology and when you are about to break free of some of the control on whatever level it appears it will cause a very serious catastrophic biologically related event to scare you right back into the prison and a health treatment that will further punish you for trying to shift out.

BRIDGENIT

Update: a follower sent me this today after my blog sent them down a rabbit hole. This man is saying things very similar in a medical way that my blog was basically explaining. Enjoy~

 

 

 

 

 

Treading Fear, Like Treading Water

Today I was thinking about lessons you have and how points in your life they converge. Coming together as pieces of a puzzle in an odd seemingly non congruous way. in that moment you know on the bare bones the pieces were all the same part of a greater lesson given like instruction here and there till the construct took form.

I was raised a fighter, warrior, i was also raised to be quiet, suffer in silence and to never bother others because in the end it was my life and I was ultimately responsible for It and no one was ever coming to save me.

I was not a water born baby, but I was taught to swim by my god mother starting at 6 months old. I was put in every swim program throughout the years of my life, swimming most likely was a place I excelled. I spent ever moment of every summer in water until I was fished out by an adult or I was to exhausted. Every summer I spent swimming, fishing and rafting. I have the fondest summer memories on the King’s River which had level 5 rapids. My Uncles had a white water raft and we would spend whole days on it. I think the first summer I was allowed in the boat on that river was like age 5. I was a swimmer, I was never scared.

It is what it is and It will be what It will be, teachings left to me from my native teacher Bavado who passed in June 2016. What he taught me is that no matter what you do, things are going to be they way they are. The only control you have over It is showing up, being sober, confronting, pray a lot and if possible creating remedies and solutions in the present moment.

One of the first lesson’s I ever learned in swimming and rescue programs is that you can live a lot longer if you float in deep water till you can be saved, if you tread water you will become exhausted and die. This is a similar lesson from instructors and attendants on the air plane/s: when crashing please put your own mask on and then help others or not just brace for impact.

Why does our will over ride facts our minds know? Our will to have what we want or needed kicks in and fight, kick, tread and struggle to stay “AFLOAT”.!?!

I have been treading water since 2006, in attempt to stay economically afloat. It has only been in recent weeks that old lessons are converging on my exhausted mind, body, emotions and spirit. I am so exhausted that Thank Creator I literally cannot do anything but float now. My current conversations, thoughts and where I am at with people I know and love and it is scaring the crap out of them. I know this has more to do about them than me. It hits up against their fear, loss of control, pretty much every fear they have and then add in the ingredient of what will other people think.

The secret  ingredient that makes everything fail is that “what will other people think” this causes us to be insane and do things that in our right minds we would never consider and under other conditions would never make sense to do anyway.

Since 2005 I have been insane and doing things that do not make sense like emotional feeling how unfair it while feeling like I am being forced to tread water to stay “AFLOAT”. One of my other favorite insight is: “the definition of insanity, you keep doing the same things over and over and expect a different result”.  Once you become shamanically sober you can see that It was you all along who was forcing you to do anything, try watching that movie fight club https://www.complex.com/pop-culture/2014/10/fight-club-schizophrenia

The Hopi’s also have a brilliant spiritual understanding: When the war inside of you stops, the war outside of you will stop. This does not mean the world outside of you will change, but how you come to the outside world,  hop you participate with the outside world, what state: mentally, emotionally, physically and energetically matters when interacting with the outside world.

Going back to my 30’s. Right before I found out that I had brain cancer at age 32, I had a dream. My father that raised me to be a good human had died a few years earlier. During this period between his physical death and his spirit departure from this realm he continued to worry about me, help me and guide me. I did not understand the dream I am going to share until some deep shamanic work I did with a group of people sometime around 2010 in LA. Today, I have finally, finally, finally put together the message the dream was trying to get through to me.

The dream was about water. Just like in my childhood my father and I were at this place we camped almost every weekend at, a place called Pyramid Lake here in Northern Nevada. The dream was so real, like being a kid again, one of the games he would play with us kids in the water was human launch, he would stand us on his shoulders under water and then use his legs with forces to launch us far out of the water, I would fly in the air and crashing back into the lake. In the dream he was rocket launching me, I was flying in the air high and cannon balling back into the water. There was no speaking in this dream, just playing in the water.  The dream was a blessed vacation from the real world, taking me to a place of joy and exhilaration.

There was a moment where my father in the dream grabbed me with both of his hands he pushed me to the bottom of the lake, this was not part of our play time and in the past I have had battles with beings, forces who appear to be one thing and then another, fear, I was terrified, I was going to die, I was being drowned by my father. I fought back, he over powered me under water and I could feel the air leaving my lungs and I knew that I was drowning and going to die.  I could not over power my father. In that moment of defeat I went limp and allowed him to hold me to the bottom and as the last air left my lungs everything became clear, so clear I could see the last bubbles going up, the water was very still and clear, I remembering thinking wow the lake is so clear and blue.  My head held sideways onto the bottom of the lake I could see the sand and how neat, arranged the sand was in ripples.

The struggle and fight was over, I surrender to it and everything became so clear. I was in awe of the beauty I felt deeply with the water and just surrendered completely to death.

I woke up sitting in bed. I cried for hours about my father killing me missing most of the point of my fathers help with what was to come in my life. I know now he was trying to help me in my future in the face of the worst things to just surrender.

However I am sad to report that I did not get the message, and I had become an expert in everything staying “Afloat”. After years battling the waves of the stormy ocean of my life since 2006, I finally, finally, finally was forced to surrender, let go, stop treading and float. No matter I am okay, to be honest surviving for years by constant movement, trying to out think tomorrow, treading just really on every level did not fix anything and I can say absolutely sure has made everything worse.

Many of the people I know are scared for me, scares them of my uncertainty and quality of life, but at some point you have to just stop because treading to survive to stay “AFLOAT” is insanity and does not make sense if you play on living long.

Remember the Buddha choose poverty, homelessness and starvation along with other intense lessons to become fully enlightened, we should not fear what IT IS and should float effortlessly through it instead. Until spirit lands us on the distant shore and we become effortlessly lived.

I am becoming lived, and floating is one but many ways for me to effortlessly allow water and the spirits to guide me to exactly where I belong.

BRIDGENIT

Huge Shout Out to the Water Elemental’s that came to me over a year ago and again I deeply regret pushing you all away and not listening, I a wait your return with a full Heart!

To: Ralph and Marsha Ring, may we allow the highest order of being lived in perfection!